Good Girl
Unveiling the Rebellion Within: "Good Girl" by Hungry Lucy
Lyrics
I'm not your good girl
I reject the notion of being a compliant or conventional "good girl."
I'm not anyone
I don't identify with any specific role or individual; I am independent.
Life has grown so difficult
Life has become challenging, presenting difficulties that I must navigate.
Just trying not to fall
I am struggling to maintain my stability and avoid succumbing to challenges.
Sometimes I see you
I occasionally perceive your true self beyond the facade you present.
Peek through your dark disguise
You hide behind a dark disguise, concealing your authentic identity.
Though I am broken down by your words
Your words have caused me emotional damage, but I am captivated by your gaze.
I can't look away from your eyes
Despite the harm inflicted by your words, I find it difficult to look away from your eyes.
You want too much of me
You demand more from me than I can give, creating an imbalance in our relationship.
And you give me nothing but lies
You provide me with falsehoods and deceit instead of genuine elements.
When you're here
In your presence, I lose touch with my true self and emotions.
I can't feel
There is a numbness or emotional void when you are near.
Who I really am
I struggle to maintain a sense of identity when influenced by your presence.
When you're gone
In your absence, I desire to escape and distance myself from the situation.
I want to run
The urge to run away intensifies when you are not around.
Far away
I wish to escape from the challenges or negativity associated with your presence.
Push and pull my heartstrings
Our relationship involves a constant struggle, with emotional manipulation symbolized as pulling heartstrings.
Each tug takes liberty
Each manipulation takes away a piece of my freedom and autonomy.
You fight to get what suits you
You strive to shape circumstances to suit your desires, regardless of the impact on others.
Make the world what you want it to be
You exert control to mold the world according to your preferences.
Time to step out of your shadow
It's time for me to step out of your influence and allow positivity into my life.
Let the sun shine down on me
A metaphorical call to let positivity (sunshine) enter my life unimpeded.
I'm not your good girl
Reiteration of rejecting the label of a compliant or conventional "good girl."
I'm not your anything
Emphasizing independence and not belonging to anyone.
I've become so cynical
Expressing a developed skepticism or distrust towards others.
Smaller steps won't stop my fall
Despite challenges, I am determined to resist succumbing to them entirely.
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