Lyrics
I've never felt this far from God
I feel a significant distance from God.
I almost feel like giving up again
I'm on the verge of giving up once again.
In my bones, in my blood
The struggle or challenge is deeply ingrained in me.
There's a sickness I'd change if I could
There's an undesirable condition that I wish to change.
But the fire that rages inside me
Despite the internal struggles, a powerful force persists.
Erased all the good
The negative aspects have overshadowed the good in me.
Father, help me, do you understand?
A plea for understanding from a higher power (God).
All my life, I've been a wicked man
A recognition of a morally questionable past.
Show me mercy and comfort me
Seeking mercy and solace.
I need to find redemption
A profound desire to achieve redemption.
(I'm just trying to find some)
(No specific meaning provided in the lyrics)
Redemption
The ongoing pursuit of redemption.
(I'm just trying to find some)
(No specific meaning provided in the lyrics)
Redemption
-I've never been this far from peace
Feeling extremely distant from peace.
I'm disappearing out of reach again
Slowly fading away and becoming unreachable.
In my head, in my heart
The internal and emotional struggle is intensifying.
There's a hollow that's starting to show
A growing emptiness or void is becoming evident.
It's the poison that fills up the void
A harmful influence that is filling the emptiness.
And it's taking a hold
It's gaining control and influence over me.
Father help me, do you understand
A plea for understanding and help from the father (God).
All my life I've been a wicked man
A recognition of a morally questionable past (repeated).
Show me mercy and comfort me
Seeking mercy and solace (repeated).
I need to find redemption
A repeated desire to find redemption.
(I'm just trying to find some)
(No specific meaning provided in the lyrics)
Redemption
A continued pursuit of redemption (repeated).
(I'm just trying to find some)
(No specific meaning provided in the lyrics)
Redemption
-Redemption
A reiterated plea for redemption.
(I'm just trying to find some)
(No specific meaning provided in the lyrics)
(I'm just trying to find some)
-(I'm just trying to find some)
-(I'm just trying to find some)
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