Lyrics
I guess I can be like that too
I acknowledge my tendency to behave similarly.
Feel so above and beyond in all that I do
I feel superior and exceptional in everything I undertake.
I know sometimes I act so cruel
I'm aware that I sometimes display unkind behavior.
Try to go back and repair whatever I left broken there
I attempt to mend what I've broken in the past.
But you know how it makes him feel
My actions affect someone emotionally.
A 2nd choice, like love's not real
Being a second choice makes one question the authenticity of love.
And why react like you don't act just the same to him each day?
Questioning why someone reacts negatively when they behave similarly each day.
Looking into my brain, trying so hard I might go insane
Reflecting on inner thoughts intensely, potentially leading to madness.
Wrote it down, I know what to say, but now I feel like it can wait a day
I've written down my thoughts but feel it can be delayed.
Looking into my brain, trying so hard I might go insane
Continuing to struggle with intense self-reflection and potential insanity.
Wrote it down, I know what to say, but now I feel like it can wait a day
Despite knowing what to say, I contemplate delaying expressing my thoughts.
I guess you don't weigh every word
Suggesting that not every word is carefully considered.
So I keep them safe and sound, wrapped inside an overloaded mind
Words are stored in the mind, creating mental overload.
And you know just what strings to play
Someone knows how to manipulate emotions successfully.
You make them dance for you now, do you feel anything at all?
Manipulating emotions for personal satisfaction, questioning their feelings.
And you know why you never cry
Understanding the reason behind not expressing emotions through tears.
You keep that cool, the only fool is yourself
Choosing to remain composed despite potential self-deception.
Everyone else see right through, see right through you
Others can see through the facade and understand the true self.
Looking into my brain, trying so hard I might go insane
Continuing the struggle with inner thoughts and potential insanity.
Wrote it down, I know what to say, but now I feel like it can wait a day
Despite knowing what to say, there's a hesitancy to express thoughts immediately.
Looking into my brain, trying so hard I might go insane
Repeating the internal conflict and potential delay in expression.
Wrote it down, I know what to say, but now I feel like it can wait a day
Delaying the expression of thoughts despite being prepared.
Looking into my weakness, lie awake each night sleepless
Focusing on personal weaknesses, leading to sleepless nights.
Looking into the shameful, I'm wide awake, I can't escape
Acknowledging shame and the inability to escape from awareness.
Is this how you really want to see me?
Questioning if this is the desired perception of oneself.
Looking into my brain, trying so hard I might go insane
Continuing the struggle with intense self-reflection and potential insanity.
Wrote it down, I know what to say, but now I feel like it can wait a day
Written thoughts, but a hesitation to express them immediately.
Looking into my brain, trying so hard I might go insane
Reiterating the internal struggle and potential delay in expression.
Wrote it down, I know what to say, but now I feel like it can wait a day
Despite knowing what to say, there's a reluctance to express thoughts immediately.
Keep wasting my time on thoughts that do nothing that's new
Continuously investing time in unproductive thoughts.
Erase all my deeds and strengths with doubt, they're not allowed
Expressing doubt about the value of one's actions and strengths.
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