Heat Death
Seeking Redemption in Shadows: I AM THE VINE's 'Heat Death' Reflections
Lyrics
So I'm rewriting history again
Reflecting on the act of rewriting historical events.
Trying to make sense of all these contradictions
Attempting to understand and reconcile conflicting elements.
Have I been living a lie?
Questioning the authenticity of one's life experiences.
Am I just believing what I was told?
Contemplating the possibility of accepting beliefs without scrutiny.
I never dreamed up or planned this
Expressing surprise at the unforeseen challenges faced.
This dark night of the soul
Navigating a difficult and introspective period.
I always thought you would catch me
Having confidence that someone will provide support.
But what if you don't?
Raising doubt about the reliability of expected support.
You always said that I'm more than a moment
Being told of inherent significance beyond a fleeting moment.
I need something more I can hold
Desiring something tangible and enduring.
Because it ended the same way it started
Reflecting on a cyclic pattern with a similar conclusion.
And I'm left here waiting alone
Feeling abandoned and waiting alone after the repetition.
I'm searching hard for the truth
Engaged in a rigorous quest for ultimate truth.
It's really all that I want
Expressing a strong desire for truth above all else.
Thought I would find it in you
Anticipating finding truth in a specific relationship.
What if I'm wrong?
Questioning the possibility of personal error.
You always said that I'm more than a moment
Reiterating the belief in inherent, lasting significance.
I need something more I can hold
Seeking a more tangible and lasting connection.
Because it ended the same way it started
Observing the repetition of a cycle from start to end.
And I'm left here waiting alone
Experiencing isolation and waiting after the repetition.
If I cannot break free
Expressing a desire for liberation from constraining forces.
Of everything holding me down
Determined to find an alternative route amid challenges.
I'll find a back door
Considering unconventional methods to escape difficulties.
I'll find another way out of this hell
Seeking another path out of a challenging situation.
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