I Miss Myself
Rediscovering Identity: A Journey of Self-Reflection through 'I Miss Myself' by IamAidenCarter
Lyrics
Why do I feel
Questioning the emotions experienced
Why do I feel like I lost a friend
Feeling a loss akin to losing a friend
Staring out the window
Looking out the window, contemplating
God is just a no show again
Expressing disappointment or frustration with a lack of divine presence
Staring out the window
Continuing to stare out the window, longing
Wishing I could see them again
Desiring to reconnect with someone or something
But just give me a chance, I'll take my time
Requesting an opportunity to proceed at a comfortable pace
Just give me a chance, to do the things I do
Asking for a chance to perform tasks in their own way
Just give me a chance, I'll take my time, and do it right for you
Reiterating the request for time to do things correctly for another person
But it's been a while, I'm finding myself in denial
Admitting it's been a while and struggling to accept personal reality
That you and me ever agreed about a thing inside my head
Questioning mutual understanding with another person
Yeah it's been a while, I'm finding myself in denial
Repeating the struggle of denial regarding personal situations
Maybe I shouldn't think about the things that you have said
Considering avoiding thoughts about someone's words or advice
A million reasons why
Acknowledging multiple reasons not to attempt something
I shouldn't even try
Expressing reluctance or hesitation
A hundred thousand people who would rather see me die then make it big one day
Feeling unsupported by many, faced with potential failure
And though my mind will try
Recognizing mental resistance despite emotional vulnerability
My heart will make me cry
Conveying the emotional pain despite mental fortitude
A hundred thousand tears
Quantifying emotional distress through tears
I miss myself
Expressing a yearning for one's former self
I shouldn't tell
Recognizing the urge to keep certain things hidden
The things I did
Reflecting on past actions as a younger, less mature self
The stupid kid that I really miss
Expressing longing for the innocence of the past
Oh man I miss myself
Emphasizing the longing or missing of one's former self
Oh yeah I miss myself
Reaffirming the yearning for one's previous identity
I miss myself
Repeatedly expressing the longing or missing of one's past self
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