Nyx
Nyx's Descent: Battling Inner Demons with iamjakehill
Lyrics
Tell me that it's all inside my head
Telling the speaker that their concerns are imaginary or psychological.
But this manifests into a different
The issues mentioned become a tangible and impactful reality.
Presence that exists
Describing the persistent existence of this impactful presence.
Greater than I could imagine
Expressing the overwhelming nature of the imagined or real situation.
Higher than the wit that I carry every day
Acknowledging the difficulty of dealing with the situation every day.
Okay back in a mess like usual
Reflecting on being in a chaotic state as usual.
I blacked out, passed out, so suitable
Describing a state of unconsciousness that is fitting for the chaos.
And I wake up so delusional
Waking up with distorted perceptions and beliefs.
Foolin' myself into thinking I'm
Convincing oneself of a false reality.
Back on my feet gotta think clear
Struggling to think clearly and make rational decisions.
Kinda hard to do that when
The difficulty of maintaining clarity in the face of fear.
I'm overwhelmed with fear
Feeling overwhelmed by fear.
Keep my nerves gripped tight
Attempting to control nerves during confrontation.
When I fight back
Fighting against challenges.
When it bites back, no fuck it
Accepting and not resisting when faced with adversity.
Now I got a plan to sell my soul
Considering a drastic decision to achieve success, possibly at a cost.
I got a bone to pick
Having a strong desire to address a particular issue.
I'm fucked up back up when I talk my shit
Experiencing difficulties when expressing oneself.
Can't sleep, Can't eat
Struggling with basic human needs like sleep and food.
And I'm walkin' in a
Moving through life in an altered state of reality.
Different dimension please intermission
Desiring a break or pause in the intense experience.
First light better sit tight
A moment of relief or stability at the beginning of a new phase.
Cause I ride tight
Remaining strong and resilient in challenging situations.
And you know I don't like this
Expressing dislike for the challenging circumstances.
Shit but it keeps happenin'
Feeling helpless as difficult situations persist.
Get to the top the cables snap I'm begging
Struggling to reach the top and facing setbacks.
Nothing ever makes sense
Expressing confusion and a lack of understanding in life.
Tell me that it's all inside my head
Repeating the initial assertion that the concerns are in the mind.
But this manifests into a different
Reiterating the transformation of mental concerns into reality.
Presence that exists
Emphasizing the persistent and impactful nature of the situation.
Greater than I could imagine
Highlighting the overwhelming magnitude of the reality.
Higher than the wit that I carry every day
Repeating the daily struggle of coping with the challenging situation.
Wash me away
Expressing a desire to be cleansed or freed from the overwhelming situation.
And I run and I run 'till the sun comes up
Running away from problems until the morning light.
And I sway and I sway
Swaying and adapting to challenges until a breaking point.
'till the bridge gives way
Persisting in the face of a collapsing or challenging situation.
And I run and I run 'till
Continuing to run despite running out of luck.
I'm out of all my luck
Feeling stuck but maintaining determination.
I'm stuck, I'm stuck but I won't give up
An emphatic expression of frustration and defiance.
FUCK
An intense and emotional exclamation, possibly indicating resignation or defiance.
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