safety in the shade
Seeking Sanctuary: Embracing Shadows for Safety
Lyrics
Do you think I'll see
Questioning the possibility of finding something
Some provision or will I just be
Uncertainty about receiving assistance or being left alone
Left to wander through the suffocating heat
Feeling lost and struggling in a difficult situation
And as the distance grows
Increasing emotional worry as distance grows
Fears of the end start to swell by twofold
Fears intensifying with the progress of the situation
With each pace I take, I can't say I know
Uncertainty about the outcome despite taking action
If my legs will let me go
Doubts about physical capability to continue
I know the path back home,
Awareness of the familiar path, unsure if allowed to return
But will they let me go?
Questioning permission to go back to familiarity
Did God really say,
Questioning religious or moral directives
You are forbidden from everything He made,
Reflecting on limitations imposed by higher authority
And you'll be grasping at the shade for all your days
Struggling to find comfort or safety despite efforts
Just to feel like you are safe?
Seeking safety but feeling perpetually vulnerable
When that choice was made
Realization of consequences following a decision
I heard You walking and my heart became afraid
Feeling fear and guilt after making a choice
What once was beauty manifested into shame,
Transformation of beauty into shame due to decisions
And I've never been the same
Feeling fundamentally changed by past events
Will I spend my days
Concern about spending life pursuing temporary relief
Reaching for the shade?
Constantly seeking refuge from challenges
Your fingerprints remain
Awareness of past influences that persist
I've never been the same
Personal transformation due to past experiences
I'm apprehended by my apprehension (is there a way out?)
Feeling trapped by one's own anxieties (seeking a way out)
In an instant arises more tension (is there a way out?)
Increased stress due to emerging concerns (seeking a way out)
I'm starting to feel overcome, my legs are weak, my hands are numb
Physical and emotional exhaustion, feeling overwhelmed
I know that joy comes in the morning but
Awareness of hope, but uncertain about immediate relief
Is there a way out now?
Desperation for an immediate solution or escape
If I close my eyes and hide
Avoidance of facing truths and perpetuating deception
These recycled the lies I buy will not survive until I let them all back in
Understanding that avoiding problems won't solve them
If I close my eyes and hide
Reiteration of delaying confrontation with issues
I know that joy comes in the morning but
Recognizing hope for a better future, but seeking immediate relief
Is there a way out now?
Repeating the urgency for a way out
Is there a way out right now?
Expressing immediate need for escape or resolution
There has to be a sanctuary of relief
Hope for finding a place of comfort and solace
Look for safety in the shade, you'll find nothing
Realization that seeking refuge might lead to disappointment
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