Evergreen
Seeking Solace: Embracing Change Amidst Lost Dreams
Lyrics
Driving with my windows down you never seem to care
Feeling unnoticed or disregarded while driving with open windows.
All those night we spent alone getting high off the mountain air
Recalling past moments of solitude, possibly while being in a high-altitude area.
And I'll go stand in my backyard so I can see the stars
Seeking solace in nature by observing stars from the backyard.
Take in the smell of evergreen and how winter's not that far
Appreciating the scent of evergreen trees, realizing the approach of winter.
Now I'll just find someone else
Deciding to move on and find another person.
I don't mind if I lie to myself
Comfortable with self-deception to cope with the situation.
Cause I can't wait until the day
Anticipating a future time when emotions or dreams won't connect with the person anymore.
When all my dreams have nothing left to say to you
Longing for the point when personal aspirations won't be influenced by that person.
Sitting on your bed just thinking to myself
Reflecting in solitude while sitting on the other person's bed.
How did I even get here without any help
Questioning one's own journey to the present state without external support.
And I don't even want to be
Expressing a preference for solitude over being with the person.
I'd rather be alone
Choosing isolation rather than being with the person.
And you want me to change so, yes I drone
Feeling pressured to change oneself due to the other person's expectations.
So now I'll reinvent myself
Deciding to transform or recreate one's identity.
Maybe I'll become somebody else
Contemplating becoming a different person.
Manufactured by design
Being shaped or influenced by external forces or societal expectations.
clerical work done by the divine, for you.
Suggesting divine or higher power involvement in shaping oneself for the other person.
So now I'll just find someone else
Choosing to seek a different connection instead of dwelling on the past.
I don't mind if I lie to myself
Accepting self-deception as a coping mechanism for the future.
Cause I can't wait until the day
Eagerly awaiting a time when personal aspirations won't relate to that person anymore.
When all my dreams have nothing left to say to you.
Envisioning a future where personal dreams won't have a connection or message for that person.
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