Lyrics
I’m so deflated
I feel demoralized or defeated
I’ve grown content with falling short of what I want
I've become satisfied with not achieving my desires
Nights alone leave me frustrated with my thoughts
Nights spent alone leave me frustrated with my thoughts
I’m missing everything in search of my own fate
I'm sacrificing everything in pursuit of my own destiny
I feel the pressure, As I dissipate
I sense pressure as I lose energy or enthusiasm
‘Cause I won’t be coming back
Expressing determination not to return
Telling myself that I just can’t give up
Telling oneself not to give up
Falling behind, but I still find my way
Falling behind, but still finding a way
And I’ve been
Introduction to the theme of spending time on self-discovery
Spending time, spending time
Reiteration of spending time
Finding myself
Actively engaged in finding one's true self
Spending time, spending time
Reiteration of spending time on self-discovery
Finding myself
Continued focus on finding oneself
It’s too late for me
Expressing a realization that it's too late for personal change
I’ve watched the colours in my face turn into grey
Observing a decline in vitality or enthusiasm
I know there’s so much for me here
Acknowledging the potential and opportunities in the present
But if you wait for me, I won’t be too long
If someone waits, the speaker will return after a short absence
I will find my way back to you
Expressing confidence in finding a way back to a significant other
And I will find my way
Reaffirming the intention to find a way back
Back to you
Reiteration of the determination to return
‘Cause I won’t be coming back
Reaffirming the decision not to come back
Telling myself that I just can’t give up
Telling oneself not to give up despite setbacks
Falling behind, but I still find my way
Falling behind but persistently finding a way forward
And I’ve been
Reiteration of spending time on self-discovery
Spending time, spending time
Continued emphasis on spending time
Finding myself
Actively engaged in the ongoing process of self-discovery
Spending time, spending time
Reiteration of spending time on self-discovery
Finding myself
Continued focus on finding oneself
‘Cause I won’t be coming back
Reaffirming the decision not to come back
Telling myself that I just can’t give up
Telling oneself not to give up despite setbacks
Falling behind, but I still find my way
Falling behind but persistently finding a way forward
And I’ve been
Reiteration of spending time on self-discovery
Spending time, spending time
Continued emphasis on spending time
Finding myself
Actively engaged in the ongoing process of self-discovery
Spending time, spending time
Reiteration of spending time on self-discovery
Finding myself
Continued focus on finding oneself
I can’t stay
Expressing the inability to stay in the current state
I promise that I one day will return
Promising to return at some point in the future
I will never let you, hold me down
Commitment not to be held back by external forces
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