Fault
Navigating Desolation: Imperative Reaction's Poignant Reflections
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I am dying inside and there is nothing I can do
I am experiencing internal suffering, and there's no solution.
But what does it matter when there's nothing left to lose
The current situation doesn't matter because there's nothing left to risk or forfeit.
I'm still falling apart like I've always done before
I continue to disintegrate emotionally as I have done in the past.
The pain is almost numbing and I'll always beg for more
The pain is almost comforting, and I find myself seeking more of it.
Tried so hard to make believe I was something more
I struggled to believe I was something more than I am.
Tried so many times to start from where I stopped
I attempted multiple times to restart from where I left off.
But that time has vanished and left me alone to dwell
Time has passed, and I am left alone to reflect on the past.
On all the damage I never left behind
Reflecting on the damage I never addressed or resolved.
All the things I've ruined and pushed aside
Regret for things I've ruined and neglected.
All the times I've lost and will never have again
Reminiscing about lost opportunities that will not return.
All the things I'm not but could have been
Feeling inadequate for not becoming what I could have been.
I am drowning in the past and there is no one to save me
I am overwhelmed by the past, and there is no one to rescue me.
I tried so hard to make it work but the world went on without me
Despite efforts, I failed to make things work, and life moved on.
Now I stare through the window like a soul without a home
Staring through the window, feeling lost and without a sense of belonging.
I loathe the way I feel and I hate what I've become
I despise my current emotional state and hate what I've evolved into.
Tried so hard to make believe I was something more
Struggled to believe in a better version of myself.
Tried so many times to start from where I stopped
Attempted to restart from where I left off, but time has passed.
But that time has vanished and left me alone to dwell
Left alone to contemplate the damage I never addressed.
On all the damage I never left behind
(Empty line)
All the things I've ruined and pushed aside
Regret for things I've ruined and pushed aside.
All the times I've lost and will never have again
Reminiscing about lost times that will not return.
All the things I'm not but could have been
Feeling inadequate for not becoming what I could have been.
Through all the pain I never meant to cause
Expressing remorse for the pain I unintentionally caused.
All the lives I've destroyed and crushed
Reflecting on the lives I've negatively impacted and crushed.
All the time I have lost and will never live again
Regret for the time lost that can never be relived.
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