Blurry
Navigating Life's Unfair Turns: A Reflection Through 'Blurry'
Lyrics
I'm in and out from the back of my mind
I experience a fluctuating state of consciousness, alternating between presence and absence.
The farther I go, the farther behind
The more I progress, the more I feel left behind or disconnected.
And it's not my fault that I don't have time
I lack the time to address certain issues, suggesting a sense of being overwhelmed.
One step back too far behind
I've regressed or fallen behind due to a misstep.
You sat in your chair so very aware of how life is unfair
You observed life's unfairness while sitting, acknowledging the challenges.
And you asked me how I'm doing
You inquire about my well-being despite the challenges.
And it's not my fault that I wasn't like this in 2016
I express a change from a previous state in 2016, not necessarily positive.
But it gets to be enough when it's all on your shoulders
The burden becomes significant when everything rests on my shoulders.
It gets to be enough when it all feels over
The challenges become overwhelming, signaling a sense of conclusion or defeat.
(All feels over)
Reiteration of the overwhelming feeling.
I'm in and out from the back of my mind
Repetition of the initial state of mind, emphasizing instability.
The farther I go, the farther behind
Continued sense of falling behind as I move forward.
And it's not my fault that I don't have time
Reiteration of lacking time, possibly implying life's demands.
One step back too far behind
Repetition of having regressed or fallen too far behind.
One step back too far behind
Emphasis on the severity of being one step too far behind.
Don't test my patience
A plea not to test my patience, indicating a limit to endurance.
All these drives are worth the maintenance
Suggesting that enduring difficulties is worthwhile for certain goals.
If timings everything,
Timing is crucial, and it influences the importance of someone or something.
Then you'll mean everything to me
Expressing that someone will be everything if timed correctly.
If timings everything,
Reiteration of the significance of timing in relationships.
Then you'll mean everything to me
Reiterating that timing is essential in determining someone's importance.
If you see what's missing, will you let me know
If there's awareness of what's lacking, a request for communication is made.
If you see what's missing, will you let me know
Repetition of the request for communication regarding what is missing.
I'm in and out from the back of my mind
Restating the fluctuating state of consciousness and feeling left behind.
The farther I go, the farther behind
Reiterating the idea of progressing but still feeling distant from a desired state.
And it's not my fault that I don't have time
Reiterating the lack of time to address certain issues.
One step back too far behind
Repetition of having regressed or fallen too far behind.
I'm in and out from the back of my mind
Repetition of the fluctuating state of consciousness and feeling left behind.
The farther I go, the farther behind
Reiterating the sense of progressing while simultaneously falling behind.
And it's not my fault that I don't have time
Reiteration of lacking time to address pressing matters.
One step back too far behind
Repetition of having regressed or fallen too far behind.
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