Lyrics
Since the day of my departure
Reflecting on the time since the beginning of my journey
I've been stumbling through reality
Feeling disoriented and lost in the real world
I play my symphony in reverse
Expressing life experiences in a backward or negative manner
In search for that special path
Seeking a unique and meaningful path in life
Be gentle to the tear in this I
Pleading for compassion regarding personal vulnerabilities
Lonesome arms, lost its wings again
Feeling emotionally wounded and unable to rise above challenges
Buy me a trip to the moon
Metaphorically asking for an escape to a distant place
So I can laugh at my mistakes
Desiring the ability to find humor in one's own mistakes
I can see the end from here
Having a perspective that allows seeing the conclusion or outcome
From this perspective it looks kind of silly
Viewing situations from a detached standpoint and finding them trivial
Satellites and astronauts
Referencing space exploration as a metaphor for greater possibilities
Tell me there are greater things ahead
Seeking assurance and encouragement for a promising future
Make me feel like a man
Desiring validation of one's masculinity
A silent cry from the middle of hell
Expressing inner turmoil and distress without vocalizing it
I - the irony - I promise, I'll be mature
Acknowledging the ironic nature of promising maturity
So please, invite me to your shelter again
Requesting acceptance and support in times of vulnerability
Been hiding since I heard "never"
Avoiding others after hearing discouraging words like "never"
Take me back to yesterday, I need to grow
Expressing a desire to return to a simpler time for personal growth
Steal my mask and make me pay
Metaphorically asking for self-discovery by removing one's facade
I need a new skin
Expressing a need for a transformative experience or change
I'm going insane
Feeling a loss of sanity or mental stability
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