Calls to Ma
Soulful Reflections: Indica Trells' Journey of Self-Discovery
Lyrics
I don't want to talk a lot I just don't want to do this
I am unwilling to engage in extensive conversation; I want to avoid this.
I just gotta change my life I know it's kind of ruthless
I need to make significant changes in my life, even if it seems harsh.
Just to think about myself a lot But I'm the only one who love me
I often contemplate myself, as I am the only one who truly loves me.
Cause everybody talk But they don't ever try to prove it
People talk a lot, but they seldom take actions to prove their words.
It's just hard enough But now I smoke a blunt
Facing difficulties, but now I find solace in smoking a blunt.
And I'm just knowing I'm the one And now this music got me going
I am confident that I am the one, and my involvement in music motivates me.
Now I'm thunderstruck Thinking about it different
Feeling a profound impact and contemplating things differently.
Hold on, I got that prayer I know it, it is my mission
I possess a prayer that I recognize as my mission.
Breaking it down inside But damn it, I get conditioned to hate
Breaking down internally, struggling with conditioned feelings of hatred.
And hate so much And I know the love is mentioned a little
Despite the abundance of hate, there is a mention of love, though it's not easy to express.
It get too hard to show it I broken and I know it
Expressing love becomes challenging, acknowledging personal brokenness.
It get too hard to show it I know I broken and I know it
Admitting difficulty in expressing love due to personal brokenness.
It get too hard to show it It's getting harder to show it
Continuing to find it challenging to express emotions, especially love.
It get too hard to show it Harder to show it
Struggling to reveal emotions, particularly the difficulty in showing love.
Faded again and I'm wasted, yeah I've been away, I'm sorry
Fading away and feeling wasted, expressing apologies for being absent.
Thinking about it, I'm torn again I've been this way, I'm sorry
Reflecting on torn feelings and apologizing for being in that state.
Hoping I could change, I know it I'm thinking alone again, yeah
Hoping for personal change while acknowledging being alone in thoughts.
Ooh, no No beating me down again, world
Expressing resilience against external forces trying to bring one down.
Say I'm wrong again, world Yes, you're right again, world
Facing criticism from the world but acknowledging its validity.
I'm too damn gone, you ain't, well I'm too damn torn
Feeling too far gone and torn, recognizing personal struggles.
Oh, baby, I'm too damn low, poor Don't leave me scarred, yeah, yeah
Expressing emotional lows and vulnerability, asking not to be left scarred.
I'm too damn scarred, yeah I'm too damn torn, yeah
Recognizing personal scars and torn feelings.
Oh-oh-oh, oh No beating me down again, well
Resisting being brought down again, maintaining resilience.
I'm too damn torn, you ain't, well I'm too damn torn
Feeling torn but emphasizing personal resilience.
I'm thinking alone again, yeah Ooh-oh
Contemplating aloneness again, reflecting on personal thoughts.
No beating me down again, world Say I'm wrong again, world
Remaining resilient against external forces trying to bring one down.
Yes, you're right again, world I'm too damn gone, you ain't, world
Receiving criticism but acknowledging its accuracy.
I'm too damn torn Oh, maybe I'm too damn lost
Feeling lost and recognizing it as a possibility.
Now leave me scarred, yeah, yeah
Expressing vulnerability and requesting not to be left scarred.
Oh-oh-oh, oh No beating me down again, well
Resisting being brought down again, maintaining resilience.
It get too hard to show it I broke and I know it
Reiterating the difficulty in expressing emotions, acknowledging personal brokenness.
It get too hard to show it I know I broke and I know it
Acknowledging personal brokenness and the difficulty in expressing emotions.
It get too hard to show it It's getting harder to show it
Continuing to find it challenging to express emotions, especially love.
It get too hard to show it It get too hard to show it
Struggling with the difficulty of showing emotions, particularly love.
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