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Soon you'll see me separate
Anticipating a separation in the near future.
You never seem to give a
Perception of not receiving attention or care.
Fuck about me anyway
Feeling disregarded or unimportant.
You know I’ve been around the curve
Having experienced challenges and trying to overcome them.
Tryna set it straight i'm in the middle I'm
Feeling trapped or stuck in a difficult situation.
Entrapped never get away yuh
Expressing difficulty in escaping a challenging circumstance.
There’s been no patience no clarity
Not having patience or clear understanding in a situation.
All the sudden im watching half of
Observing a sudden change in relationships.
Friends turn to my enemy
Experiencing friends turning into enemies.
Looking over my state of mind
Reflecting on a state of being stuck or undecided.
I'm getting by with no remedy
Surviving without a solution or cure.
Only day ill be doing fine
Anticipating well-being only in death.
Is the day that i go rest in peace
Expressing a desire for peace in death.
Honestly I'm so tied
Feeling emotionally constrained or restricted.
Been living on the slow ride
Living life at a slow pace.
I'm tryna go but everything's impossible
Expressing a desire to move forward but facing obstacles.
Everywhere an obstacle yea
Encountering difficulties and challenges everywhere.
Guess I'm just sick of being
Expressing frustration with the current situation.
Caught in the middle
Feeling stuck or unable to progress.
I'll take it slow call you back if u wanna
Willingness to take things slowly and communicate.
Grab a cup of coffee
Suggesting casual activities like having coffee.
Or just smoke some marijuana
Mentioning the option of using marijuana.
I don't really mind as you can see I’m fine
Indicating apparent well-being despite inner struggles.
Until you stab me in the back
Expressing the pain of betrayal without a proper farewell.
Without even goodbye
Experiencing a betrayal without closure.
Yeah my lungs are turning black
Metaphorical reference to health deterioration due to stress.
I know I’d never make it back
Acceptance that returning to a previous state is impossible.
If I ever go outside
Expecting anxiety when going outside.
I'll get anxiety attacks no matter what I do
Anticipating anxiety attacks regardless of actions.
It’s always over in a flash
Highlighting the fleeting nature of distressing situations.
I'm like a train on tracks
Comparing oneself to a train on tracks, headed for a crash.
And soon im gonna crash right now right now
Expressing imminent and inevitable personal collapse.
Can you message me back
Requesting communication to avoid emotional outburst.
Or I'll scream out loud right now right now
Expressing urgency and potential emotional breakdown.
All i can do is to drown in the clouds
Feeling overwhelmed and seeking refuge in distraction.
Honestly I'm so tied
Reiterating the feeling of being emotionally constrained.
Been living on the slow ride
Continuing to live life at a slow pace.
I’m tryna go but everything's impossible
Expressing a desire to move forward despite challenges.
Everywhere an obstacle yea
Encountering difficulties and obstacles persistently.
Guess I'm just sick of being
Repeating frustration with being stuck or in the middle.
Caught in the middle
Expressing discontent with the current situation.
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