Lyrics
I know that i'm a long road from home
Feeling far away from the place I consider home.
I don't know where i should go
Uncertain about the direction or path to take.
Don't got no ones hand to hold
Feeling alone without anyone for emotional support.
I know that i don't got time at all
Aware of the limited time available.
Wasted all my time alone
Spent a significant amount of time in isolation.
Now all i can do is stall
Feeling stuck and unable to progress.
Dove into the drugs and i know i can't find a way out
Used drugs as an escape but feeling unable to escape their effects.
Baby everything looks dark i think i need a light house
Feeling lost and in need of guidance or help.
I been seein black no 20 20 i got lights out
Experiencing a lack of clarity or vision for the future.
Smilin out in public when in private crack a light frown
Masking inner struggles with a fake smile in public.
Taking drugs so i can cope with all the pain
Using drugs as a way to cope with emotional pain.
Yea i got depression i don't wear it on my face
Having depression but not displaying it openly.
Starting to think that i'm the one that's driving me insane
Feeling responsible for one's mental instability.
Still believe in God but lately i been losing faith
Experiencing a crisis of faith despite belief in God.
Man it's two am i'm starting to think it's like another day
Time passing without significant change or progress.
Kinda crazy ain't no psychedelics in my brain
Surprised by the lack of hallucinogenic substances affecting thoughts.
I feel like a founding father i'mma make a brand new way
Feeling innovative and determined to create a new path.
Something i won't let nobody ride cuz it's gon be my wave
Determined to create something unique that others won't imitate.
This is just a place to vent
Expressing emotions and thoughts through music.
Music what i use to get the fuck up out my head
Using music as a coping mechanism for mental struggles.
Suicidal thoughts or drugs which one gon leave me dead
Contemplating between the potential deadliness of suicidal thoughts and drug use.
Hopin that the people hearin this gon comprehend
Hoping that listeners will understand the message conveyed.
Wont comprehend
Emphasizing the difficulty in others comprehending the depth of the situation.
I know that i'm a long road from home
Reiterating the feeling of being far from home.
I don't know where i should go
Reiterating the uncertainty about the right path.
Don't got no ones hand to hold
Reiterating the feeling of loneliness.
I know that i don't got time at all
Reiterating the awareness of limited time.
Wasted all my time alone
Reiterating the time spent in isolation.
Now all i can do is stall
Reiterating the feeling of being stuck.
I know that i'm a long road from home
Reiterating the feeling of being far from home.
I don't know where i should go
Reiterating the uncertainty about the right path.
Don't got no ones hand to hold
Reiterating the feeling of loneliness.
I know that i don't got time at all
Reiterating the awareness of limited time.
I wasted all my time alone
Reiterating the time spent in isolation.
Now all i can do is stall
Reiterating the feeling of being stuck.
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