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Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I just thought last Year I really found nirvana
The singer thought they had found enlightenment or a state of perfect happiness and peace (nirvana) last year.
Uh, it was March eighth, 2022 At about eight o'clock With my brothers, Zane and
Describes a specific date and time in 2022 when the singer, along with their brothers Zane and Fig, consumed psychedelic mushrooms ('fungi's).
Fig We just popped a couple of fungi's in our
They consumed mushrooms that induced a psychedelic experience affecting their bodies.
Bodies So let's take a trip to the past
Suggesting a desire to revisit or reflect on past experiences influenced by the mushrooms.
Uh, it was like four a.m. where the time go It felt Like a timeskip, it felt like a dio
Reflecting on a moment where time felt like it skipped or passed quickly (like a 'timeskip' or a reference to the anime 'Dio').
Stepped in the room, an just said Za world Don't know what happened to my dang world
Upon entering a room, the singer felt disoriented or disconnected ('world') from reality.
I fell asleep, I really slumped, woke up Had to Go back to my room and bunk up
The singer fell asleep abruptly and had to return to their room.
I was sittin' there prayin' while I'm tripped up
While in a tripped state, the singer was praying.
Then I felt my soul push out my body Whoa, Was that nirvana?
The singer questions if an out-of-body experience they had was the state of nirvana they sought.
Was that really it?
Expressing uncertainty about whether the experience truly constituted nirvana.
Right there, let's try to go back in it Oh, whoa, It happened again, uh
Desiring to re-enter or recreate the experience.
I felt like two people at the same time I really Meditated and levitated out of my
Feeling a sense of duality and spiritual elevation, possibly due to meditation during the trip.
Own fleshy body, that was so crazy Man, those Shrooms had me thinkin' all types
The mushrooms led the singer to think in unusual or irrational ways ('loony').
Of loony Ooh, (sigh) that was sad, yeah
Expressing a feeling of sadness during this introspective journey.
When you're at home, when you're at home Do you ever feel alone?
Questioning feelings of loneliness or isolation when at home.
Do you feel at peace, or do you feel alone?
Asking about emotional states—feeling either at peace or alone while at home.
When you're at home, do you ever feel alone?
Reiterating the earlier question about feeling alone while at home.
Yeah, back last year, I was so alone I was so Deep in it, I was takin' shrooms
Recalling a time when the singer felt deeply alone and consumed mushrooms for recreation.
For fun I wouldn't go to sleep till the sun was
The singer stayed awake until sunrise after taking mushrooms.
Up Then it dawned on me that I need to be Cleaned
Realizing the need for personal improvement or cleansing.
While I was kneed, God met me there He Really said, son, it's gonna be okay
While feeling vulnerable or humbled, the singer felt a connection with God.
Please have no fear, let me wash you with my Peace
Experiencing reassurance from God and being offered peace.
Felt the Holy Spirit drift right into me Then I Just started cryin' and cryin
Feeling a spiritual presence and being overwhelmed emotionally.
And he had me on the floor, rollin' around like A baby
Experiencing intense emotional release, possibly crying and feeling vulnerable like a baby.
I just know that today's a special day The Lord Showed me how to go and truly pray
Recognizing the day as special due to a spiritual revelation about genuine prayer.
I'm so grateful that you really saved me I'm so Thankful that you immensely changed
Expressing gratitude for a significant personal transformation due to a religious experience.
Me You washed me clean, I'm pure like a daisy
Feeling cleansed and purified, akin to a 'pure' flower ('daisy').
Aye, Will I be alright
Questioning whether everything will be okay or if the future holds stability.
Will I get very far?
Asking about the potential for personal growth or progress.
But I don't really ask that anymore Truly He Says, I'll be just fine
Expressing a lack of concern for personal outcomes, as there's a belief in being taken care of divinely.
Because I'm just backed by the most divine Amen, thank you, Jesus
Concluding with gratitude towards Jesus for divine support and guidance.
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