Lyrics
I am a slave to my memory
I feel controlled and confined by my memories.
Don’t waste your time fucking telling me
Don't bother telling me things that won't benefit or help me.
Move on, forget, don't dwell on the past
Encouragement to move forward and not dwell on the past.
If I don't find a way out, I don't know how I'll fucking last
Fear of the consequences if a solution isn't found.
Every day is the same
Every day feels monotonous and unchanging.
Not like a day went by
No progress or change has occurred since a mistake was made.
Since I had made a mistake
Acknowledgment of a significant mistake in the past.
It's all running together
Time seems to blur together, making it hard to distinguish events.
Like a number of drugs running through the same vein
Various negative influences affecting the person simultaneously.
My obsession is driving me insane
An unhealthy fixation that is causing mental distress.
My dreams are becoming my reality
Dreams are turning into harsh realities.
All the nightmares are hitting so hard
Nightmares are intense and emotionally impactful.
It's been days since I had a single night of rest
Difficulty in finding peaceful sleep due to persistent thoughts.
Without thinking of the pain in my past
Continual reflection on past pain during moments of rest.
All the pain that I’ve caused myself is coming back to me
The consequences of self-inflicted pain are resurfacing.
Every time a shred of memory is brought back to life
Painful memories are triggered whenever remembered.
I just want to forget. I just want to forget
Strong desire to forget and escape from haunting memories.
I just want to forget. I just want to forget
Repetition emphasizes the longing to forget past actions.
I'll give up everything if I could just forget what I've done
Willing to sacrifice everything for the sake of forgetting.
I'm fucking done. Motherfucker I'm done
Expressing frustration and a sense of giving up.
Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy
Desire for a drastic, shocking intervention to break free.
I need a way out of my misery
Seeking an escape from overwhelming misery.
Give me, give me, fucking shock therapy
Repetition of the plea for shock therapy as a desperate solution.
I cannot take anymore, take it all away
Feeling overwhelmed and wanting all troubles to be taken away.
There's no relief. Not a moment of peace
No respite or moments of calm, only persistent haunting thoughts.
Just the voices that haunt me
The only presence is the troubling voices in the mind.
There's no way to mend my mistakes
Regret about the impossibility of fixing past mistakes.
When they're always standing right in front of me
The constant reminder of mistakes is always present.
There's no relief. Not a moment of peace
Continued struggle with no relief or peace of mind.
Just the voices that haunt me
The persistent voices in the mind continue without respite.
There's no way to mend my mistakes
Reiteration of the difficulty in overcoming past mistakes.
When they're always standing right in front of me
The constant presence of mistakes in front of the person.
Why can't I move on? Why can't I fight for myself?
Frustration about the inability to move on and advocate for oneself.
Why can't I forgive and forget just like everybody else?
Questioning why forgiveness and forgetting are challenging.
I just want this to be done
Expressing a strong desire for resolution, even if it means forgetting everyone.
Even if it means I will forget fucking everyone
Willingness to forget everyone for the sake of closure.
Forget fucking everyone
Reiteration of the desire to forget everyone.
Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy
Repetition of the plea for shock therapy as a desperate solution.
I need a way out of my misery
Seeking an escape from overwhelming misery.
Give me, give me, fucking shock therapy
Repetition of the plea for shock therapy as a desperate solution.
I cannot take anymore, take it all away
Feeling overwhelmed and wanting all troubles to be taken away.
Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy
Repetition of the plea for shock therapy as a desperate solution.
Give me, give me, fucking shock therapy
-Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy
-Give me, give me, fucking shock therapy
-Motherfucker take it away
A final, strong plea to take away the overwhelming pain and distress
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