Feelin' Like Freddie
Lost and Drifting: Feelings in Disarray
Lyrics
I thought about the thing's that I'd lost.
I reflect on the things I have lost.
It didn't seem like much at all.
The losses didn't initially feel significant.
Until I found that I'd lost you and got down.
Realizing the loss of you hit me hard.
Wednesday morning three a.m.
Specific time reference, possibly a moment of reflection.
I think I'll pay you a visit.
Contemplating visiting someone, possibly related to the loss.
I'm drunk again and disorganized and I'm down.
Intoxicated and disorganized emotionally, feeling down.
Two too many and I'm caught in a breeze.
Excessive drinking, caught in a difficult situation.
But it'll happen 'cause it's up to me.
Belief that a positive change is possible through personal effort.
I got the weight and all the backup on my side.
Feeling burdened but having support.
Just one dilemma: Have I lost my mind?
Questioning sanity as the only dilemma.
Speak up, I'm drunk. I can't understand a word.
Difficulty in understanding due to intoxication.
It sounds like your saying that you don't want me anymore.
Perceiving rejection or lack of desire from the other person.
But I know that you've still got it for me
Confidence in the other person's lingering affection.
And your crazy to think that I'll leave you alone.
Refusing to leave despite challenges.
Ain't it amazing how I've seemed to survive?
Expressing resilience and survival in challenging situations.
Now my life can go on without any pride.
Moving forward in life without pride.
I'm feelin' like Freddie until the day that you realize.
Feeling like Freddie, a reference to Freddie Mercury, until a realization occurs.
Or maybe it's me who needs to open my eyes.
Considering the possibility of self-awareness and change.
It seems to me that I don't even exist.
Perception of personal insignificance.
Someone else has taken my place.
Feeling replaced by someone else.
Why, O why do I feel so obsolete?
Questioning why there's a sense of obsolescence.
Why, O why am I dragging on my feet?
Wondering about the reluctance to move forward.
I've got this thing and it's not quite understood.
An undisclosed issue causing confusion.
I think I'll lay myself on top of your hood.
Symbolic action, possibly seeking attention or connection.
Please speak to me and I'll tell you how I feel
Requesting communication about emotions and surreal experiences.
And how I've ended up and how it's all surreal.
Desire to share feelings and explain surreal circumstances.
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