Painful Memories
Echoes of Love and Regret: Irdi Jackson's Painful Memories
Lyrics
I remember spring time
I recall the memories of springtime.
I remember when it rains
I recall the memories of rainy days.
Mmm
(Instrumental interlude)
Irdi mf Jackson
Identification: Irdi Jackson introducing himself.
I remember nighttime
I recall memories of nighttime.
Damn i like the beat
Expressing appreciation for the musical beat.
The happiness and pain
Reflecting on both happiness and pain.
I remember how much shit a got to take to be with you
Recalling the challenges faced to be with someone.
I remember how much shit i said to you
Recalling words spoken in the past.
I remember how many nights cried looking like a fool
Remembering nights of crying and feeling foolish.
I remember how many time you said you hate me too
Recalling moments when the other person expressed hatred.
Damn...
Expression of emotion, possibly frustration or resignation.
I remember when a got up and you still sleeping tho
Remembering waking up while the other person is still asleep.
I gotta go to work bring food at home
Describing responsibilities like going to work and providing, despite ingratitude.
Ungrateful bitch still acted like a hoe
Expressing dissatisfaction with someone's behavior.
Trynna forget but i don't forget my mind I loose control
Struggling to forget but feeling a loss of control.
Forgiveness i do forgive after the first time not anymore
No longer willing to forgive after repeated offenses.
Recuerdo olvidar momentos del pasado que nunca he vivido
Recalling moments of the past, expressing feelings of fear and deception in Spanish.
Recuerdo esperar aquello que tanto he querido
-Recuerdo vivir tu falsedad aunque falso no lo he percibido
-Recuerdo todas las noches teniendo miedo de caer en el olvido
-I remember how much shit a got to take to be with you
Reiteration of the challenges and negative experiences in the relationship.
I remember how much shit i said to you
-I remember how many nights cried looking like a fool
-I remember how many time you said you hate me too
-Damn...
Emotional reaction, possibly frustration or resignation.
She said i'm perfect she thinks i sold my soul
Contrasting others' perception of perfection with personal struggles.
She don't know the pain i've been through i'm still stuck in this hole
Stuck in emotional pain, possibly symbolized by a metaphorical hole.
Heart broken but still outside pushing P's
Despite heartbreak, engaging in external activities, possibly involving drugs.
Little thing giving me brain on her knees
-No digo Caps rapeáis lo que no vivís
Disapproval of false claims in rap and acknowledgment of genuine associates.
Pocos a mi lado y los que hay son top G's
-Todo vivido contigo a waste of time
Regret over wasted time in a relationship, realizing it wasn't a lifetime commitment.
Tiempo perdido and thinking that it would be a lifetime
-And that's fine i don't mind DTB i ain't no blind
Acceptance of the situation, expressing faith in a higher power (DTB).
I remember how much shit a got to take to be with you
Repetition of the challenges and negative experiences in the relationship.
I remember how much shit i said to you
-I remember how many nights cried looking like a fool
-I remember how many time you said you hate me too
-Damn...
Emotional reaction, possibly frustration or resignation.
I remember nighttime
Recalling the feelings associated with nighttime in the past.
Remember how it feels
-Mmm
-I remember spring time
Recalling the memories associated with springtime and rain.
mmmm
-I remember when it rained
-I'm done man...
Expressing a sense of conclusion or resignation.
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