Spam Calls
Unanswered Calls: Navigating Heartbreak and Self-Discovery
Lyrics
It sucks to see you're doing okay
Expressing disappointment at the other person's well-being.
I wanted to be the one to move on and
Desire to be the one to move on and show it, especially by rubbing it in their face.
Rub it in your face
Expressing a desire to make the other person aware of one's success.
And our ten year reunion
Reflecting on the future and the distant prospect of a reunion.
Is still seven years away
Noting that the reunion is still several years away.
I know it's immature to hope that your
Acknowledging the immaturity of hoping the other person's happiness is temporary.
Happiness is a phase
Expressing the belief that the other person's happiness is fleeting.
And I always knew that it all boiled down to
Acknowledging the realization that the relationship's failure is due to inadequacy.
I'm not enough for you
Feeling burdened by blame in the aftermath of the relationship.
I am coated in blame
Reflecting on the enduring impact of the blame on self-perception.
At the end of it all I'm still answering spam calls
Stating that despite everything, still dealing with unwanted communication (spam calls).
Just in case it's your voice saying my name
Expressing the hope that the spam calls might be the other person reaching out.
Your voice saying my name
Reiterating the desire to hear the other person's voice.
It sucks to hear you've worked on yourself
Expressing disappointment at the other person's self-improvement.
I think back to the time ehen I knew you and it's like
Reflecting on the past and feeling that the person has changed significantly.
You were somebody else
Highlighting a sense of loss and disillusionment with the person's transformation.
You were my artificial high
Remembering the person as a source of artificial happiness.
But I thought you were my finish line
Confusion and disappointment as the person was thought to be the ultimate goal.
You went up
Recognition of the other person moving on, leading to a sense of being trapped.
Now I'm just looking for a way out
Seeking an escape from the current emotional state.
And I always knew that it all boiled down to
Reiteration of the realization that the relationship failed due to perceived inadequacy.
I'm not enough for you
Feeling burdened by blame and inadequacy.
I am coated in blame
Reflecting on the lasting impact of blame on self-perception.
At the end of it all I'm still answering spam calls
Continuing to deal with unwanted communication (spam calls).
Just in case it's your voice
Expressing hope that the spam calls might be the other person reaching out.
Saying my name
Reiterating the desire to hear the other person's voice.
Your voice saying my name
Reiteration of the desire to hear the other person's voice.
When I see you walk in to our old school again
Anticipation and hope for a solo entrance by the other person at a school event.
I hope you'll walk in alone
Desiring solitude for the other person's entrance, indicating independence.
And I hope that I won't
Expressing the hope of not desiring the other person during the encounter.
And when you cross the room and ask if I miss you
A scenario where the other person asks if they are missed, and hoping for a negative response.
I hope I say that I don't
Expressing the desire to not admit missing the other person.
That's unlikely, I know
Acknowledging the unlikelihood of responding negatively.
I've had bad luck in letting you go
Admitting difficulty in moving on from the past.
At the end of it all I'm still answering spam calls
Continuing to deal with unwanted communication (spam calls).
Just in case it's your voice saying "hello"
Expressing hope that the spam calls might be the other person saying "hello."
That's unlikely, I know
Acknowledging the unlikelihood of the desired scenario.
That's unlikely, I know
Repeating the acknowledgment
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