Lyrics
I thought I was swimming
I believed I was doing well or making progress
Not knowing that I was drowning
Unaware that I was actually in a difficult or perilous situation
I thought that I was on the surface
I thought I was at the surface or succeeding
Not knowing that I was dying
Unaware that I was facing a gradual decline or deterioration
Slowly inside
Experiencing a slow internal struggle or emotional pain
Feel like crying
Feeling the need to cry
All the time and I wonder why
Constantly questioning why
I'm left in the dark every time
Feeling abandoned or left out of understanding
I'm left In the dark
Continuing to be in the dark or uninformed
No light to shine my path I'm hiding
Without guidance, concealing myself
I know God is there he is the only one that I abide in
Acknowledging God as the only source of guidance
Sometimes I put my all but It still gets me nothing
Investing effort without significant returns
This process I'm involved in is simply called hustling
Engaged in a challenging and demanding process, likely related to ambition
The grind is gonna pay soon
Believing that hard work will eventually lead to success
I promise I'm gon be the biggest in the room
Expressing determination to become the most prominent in a space
Sharing my emotions don't break my heart
Sharing emotions while fearing heartbreak
I'm begging still wounded and still got scars
Pleading while still carrying emotional wounds and scars
I'm left in the dark
Continuing to feel left in the dark or uninformed
Can't see my way out
Unable to see a clear path forward
Blood dripping from all the scars
Bleeding from past wounds and struggles
Emotionally unstable fell like tony stark
Experiencing emotional instability, drawing parallels to Tony Stark from Marvel
People change don't ever trust no one
Warning against trusting others due to inevitable changes in people
When the money goes that when they'll be gone
Highlighting the transient nature of relationships when money is involved
When you clean dirt you get dirty yourself
Advising caution, as dealing with problems may lead to personal harm
Like an eraser I had still on my top shelf
Using an eraser as a metaphor for getting involved in something negative
I thought I was swimming
Repeating the realization of being in a difficult situation
Not knowing that I was drowning
Reiterating the lack of awareness about the challenging circumstances
I thought that I was on the surface
Repeating the belief of being on the surface or successful
Not knowing that I was dying
Reiterating the lack of awareness about internal deterioration
Slowly inside
Emphasizing the slow internal struggle or emotional pain
Feel like crying
Reiterating the feeling of needing to cry
All the time and I wonder why
Continuing to question why left in the dark every time
I'm left in the dark every time
Expressing the recurring feeling of being left uninformed or abandoned
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