Lyrics
Life has gone awry
Life has taken a wrong turn, gone astray
Bodies in a ring
People gathered in a circle
They're pilling high, I’m drowning
Pressure is mounting, feeling overwhelmed
Fleeing for my life
Escaping for survival
All emptied out
Emotionally drained, emptied
Are you there to catch me falling ?
Seeking support, questioning if someone is there to help
I turn off all the lights
Isolating oneself, shutting out external stimuli
Staying here with you
Choosing to stay with someone
Alone in the dark
Being alone in a challenging situation
With darkened blurry eyes
Vision impaired, possibly due to tears or distress
Smiling when I’m blind
Smiling despite difficulties or blindness
Death just makes me laugh
Finding amusement or coping mechanism in the face of death
Are you feeding me lies
Questioning the truthfulness of information received
Cruel mirage
Illusory and harsh representation
Be gentle with me buddy
Requesting gentleness from a friend or companion
Are you taking control
Wondering if someone is taking charge or manipulating
Eroding my soul
Gradual erosion of one's essence or identity
Are you killing me buddy ?
Questioning if a friend is causing harm or destruction
I am breaking things
Engaging in destructive behavior
I cannot fix
Breaking things that cannot be repaired
is it the room or the world spinning
Feeling disoriented, unsure if it's the environment or the world itself
Poison on my lips
Possibly engaging in toxic relationships or actions
Slowly loosing grip
Gradually losing control
Watching waves afters waves crashing
Observing continuous waves of challenges or problems
I turn off all the lights
Repeating the act of isolating from the world
Staying here with you
Choosing to stay with someone despite difficulties
Alone in the dark
Being alone in darkness
With darkened blurry eyes
Vision impaired in challenging circumstances
Smiling when I’m blind
Smiling in the face of adversity or blindness
Death just makes me laugh
Finding humor or coping with death
Are you feeding me lies
Questioning the truthfulness of information again
Cruel mirage
Perceiving a harsh and deceptive image
Be gentle with me buddy
Seeking gentleness from a companion
Are you taking control
Wondering if someone is taking control or influencing
Eroding my soul
Continued erosion of one's essence or identity
Are you killing me buddy ?
Questioning if a friend is causing harm or destruction, again
Are you feeding me lies
Repeating the suspicion of receiving false information
Cruel mirage
Perceiving a harsh and deceptive image, again
Be gentle with me buddy
Seeking gentleness from a companion, again
Are you taking control
Wondering if someone is taking control or influencing, again
Eroding my soul
Continued erosion of one's essence or identity, again
Are you killing me buddy ?
Questioning if a friend is causing harm or destruction, again
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