Dialysis
Dialysis of Heartache: A Symphony of Regret and Longing
Lyrics
I'm breathing, guess I'm still alive
I am alive, indicated by my ability to breathe
But I'm sinking in your eyes tonight
I feel immersed or overwhelmed by your eyes tonight
I'm shaking, cause I miss the high
I am trembling because I miss the euphoria or excitement
I'm regretting that we let this feeling die
I regret that we allowed this emotion to fade away
Well if I could change my ways, I would
If possible, I would change my behavior or choices
You know that I'd stop these thoughts if I could
I would stop these troublesome thoughts if I could
But what makes matter worse, I'm missing you more
Adding to the difficulty, I miss you even more
I filtered you out, cutting the cord
I have intentionally removed you from my life, metaphorically cutting ties
Dialysis is goodbye
Dialysis signifies a farewell or separation
I'm dozing, cause I had you in a dream
I am half asleep, reminiscing about having you in a dream
Now I'm craving you in my blood steam
Now I desire you as if you are running through my bloodstream
Maybe if I keep real still
If I remain still, perhaps you'll notice my authenticity when seeking something real
You might see me when you look for something real
Continuation of the desire for genuine connection
Well if I could change my ways, I would
If possible, I would change my behavior or choices
You know that I'd stop these thoughts if I could
I would stop these troublesome thoughts if I could
But what makes matter worse, I'm missing you more
Adding to the difficulty, I miss you even more
I filtered you out, cutting the cord
I have intentionally removed you from my life, metaphorically cutting ties
Well what's it gonna take to get you out of my blood?
Expressing a desire to eliminate the person from thoughts or emotions
I'd do anything, I'd do anything
Willing to do anything to remove the person from influence
And what's it gonna take to get you out of my head?
Expressing a desire to stop thinking about the person
Well if I could change my ways, I would
If possible, I would change my behavior or choices
You know that I'd stop these thoughts if I could
I would stop these troublesome thoughts if I could
If I could change my ways, I would
Reiteration of the desire to change one's ways
You know that I'd stop these thoughts if I could
Reiteration of the desire to stop troubling thoughts
But what makes matter worse, I'm missing you more
Adding to the difficulty, I miss you even more
I filtered you out, cutting the cord
I have intentionally removed you from my life, metaphorically cutting ties
Dialysis is goodbye
Dialysis serves as a final farewell or separation
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