Lonely Lullaby
Navigating Shadows: Ivana Santilli's Reflection on Trust and Consequences
Lyrics
have I mistaken
Questioning if a mistake was made
have I misjudged
Wondering if there was a misjudgment
has it all snowballed
Contemplating if things have escalated uncontrollably
how far has this gone
Asking about the extent or severity of the situation
the further I let it
Acknowledging that the more one allows a situation, the more challenging the consequences
the harder the fall
Highlighting the increasing difficulty of dealing with the situation
is it me who dropped it
Questioning if the responsibility lies with oneself
or was I the ball
Reflecting on whether one is the cause or the victim in the situation
chorus:
Repeating the theme of personal loneliness and introspection in a lullaby
it's my, it's my
-it's my lonely lullaby
-it's my, it's my
-it's my lonely lullaby
-am I suspicious
Questioning one's own suspicions
though I don't have to trust
Acknowledging a lack of trust despite suspicions
is this a problem I got
Considering if the issue is personal or shared
or is it just between us
Wondering if the problem is confined to the individual
later comes the consequence
Anticipating future consequences
for now I'll have some fun
Choosing to enjoy the present, temporarily avoiding consequences
it's only a matter of time
Expressing that time can resolve or escape from everything
then everything can be outrun
Emphasizing the temporary nature of challenges
(chorus)
Reiterating the theme of a lonely lullaby in the chorus
I wake up in the morning
Describing the morning and the uncertainty of the future
what more will I see
Pondering on what the day may bring
perhaps some more thoughts
Expressing a desire for new thoughts and ideas
and some new ideas
Aspiring to be healthy both mentally and physically
I want to be healthy
Expressing a genuine wish for well-being
I want it for real
Yearning for authenticity and sincerity
cause some how I feel guilty
Feeling a sense of guilt for emotions experienced
for all that I feel
Reflecting on the emotional burden
(chorus x3)
Concluding with a repeated emphasis on the lonely lullaby theme
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