Inverted Alaskan Wilderness
Eternal Struggle: Journey Through Fear and Freedom
Lyrics
I woke up and I felt afraid
I experienced fear upon waking up.
Dreamt I was sleepless
I dreamt that I couldn't sleep.
Couldn't die at the end of the day
There was a fear of not being able to die by the end of the day.
I wasn't god
I acknowledge that I am not a god.
But the closest thing
I am the closest thing to a god, but still lonely in a repetitive pattern.
Just a lonely endless pattern
Loneliness is a constant presence in my life.
In the way
It obstructs my path.
I took my bread
I consumed my sustenance.
I sucked my grain
I faced fear intensified by eternal days.
And I felt fear magnified
I confronted fear while consuming bread.
By the strength of sempiternal days
The fear was amplified by enduring days.
Got out of bed
I got out of bed.
Fell into the fray
I entered into a conflict or struggle.
Lemme tell you something honey
I express that nothing is truly new or original.
Ain't nothing new under the sun not now not ever
Nothing is novel under the sun, both presently and eternally.
Not no way
This fact is absolute.
Turned back to the calendar on my wall
I referred to the calendar, marking a religious day, deciding to be virtuous.
It was the day of their lord so I'll be good
Sunday is a significant day for moral behavior.
Sunday I'm mean and tall
I conform to societal norms when faced with the mundane.
'Cause when you're thrust headfirst into the banality of it all
The routine challenges one's individual tendencies.
Ain't no fun stickin' to your own proclivities
Deviation from personal inclinations isn't enjoyable.
I tried that for the first half of eternity
I experimented with conformity for the initial part of eternity.
So for the last whole freedom is the enemy of creativity's hanging on my wall
Freedom challenges creativity and hangs as a reminder on my wall.
Hey
An interjection expressing attention.
Well I woke up and I felt afraid
I woke up again, feeling fear.
And I felt fear enveloping every last one of sempiternal days
Fear encompasses all my eternal days.
We're coming around to year zero now
The era is resetting to zero; considering pursuing fame.
Think its time I try for fame
Contemplating the pursuit of fame as a positive change.
Maybe bring some good into the world
The intention is to contribute positively to the world.
And when it turns bad well that, that's also okay
Accepting that negative outcomes are also acceptable.
And what's life when the sun goes out
Contemplating the meaning of life in extreme scenarios.
Or they burn the earth to dust
Considering the destruction of the earth.
Just wait till I'm out in that inverted Alaskan winter wilderness
Awaiting a challenging experience in an Alaskan winter wilderness.
Night so dark and black it turns my brain to mud
The darkness of the night affects my mental state.
I woke up and I felt afraid
Experiencing fear again upon waking up.
Baby, I am petrified
Expressing intense fear.
Oh, and to think once I felt I had it made
Reflecting on a past feeling of success.
Jumped out of the bedpan and into the flame
Transitioning from comfort to a challenging situation.
Just a lonely endless thread in the fray
Loneliness persists as an endless thread in the ongoing struggle.
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