Lyrics
My feelings have stood at this standstill
Expressing a sense of emotional stagnation or lack of progress in feelings.
It hurts so bad cant believe it's real
Intense emotional pain that is difficult to accept as real.
Yours sat and changed like the seasons
Highlighting a change in the speaker's feelings, comparing it to the changing seasons.
I love you and miss you
Expressing love and longing for the person being addressed.
Next I can't stand you ignore a text
Expressing frustration about being ignored through text messages.
Guess you was right this is what's for the best and
Acknowledging that the separation is for the best, as suggested by the other person.
I won't say I was perfect but I was far from that
Admitting imperfection but denying malicious intent.
Get called disrespectful for the things I do and don't even have the time in these raps to explain
Being labeled disrespectful without the opportunity to explain through rap.
The hurt that I gained all the pain it weighed all I wanted to do was to cave
Expressing the weight of hurt and pain, the desire to cave under the emotional burden.
Not deserving of the one I lost when its the world I gave
Feeling undeserving of the lost relationship despite giving everything.
You call it being truthful but all you're doing is being hateful
Questioning the other person's honesty, suggesting it is more hurtful than truthful.
I fought for months and got nothing in return
Describing a prolonged fight for the relationship without receiving anything in return.
Tried to show that I could change but nothing damn
Attempts at change went unnoticed or unacknowledged.
I'm vulnerable I can't do this no more
Declaring vulnerability and the inability to continue.
I'm vulnerable my heart's already torn
Highlighting the emotional damage already inflicted on the speaker's heart.
If died today what would it be for
Contemplating the purpose or meaning of life if death were to occur today.
I'm vulnerable oh I'm vulnerable
Reiterating vulnerability as a recurring theme.
I'm vulnerable I can't do this no more
Repeating the sentiment of being unable to continue due to vulnerability.
I'm vulnerable my heart's already torn
Reemphasizing the emotional damage to the heart.
If died today what would it be for
Repeating the contemplation of the purpose of life and death.
I'm vulnerable oh I'm vulnerable
Reiterating vulnerability once again.
Never in my dreams did I expect this to turn out to a nightmare
Expressing disbelief and disappointment about the unexpected turn of events.
But I have no hate for you cause I care
Stating that despite the pain, there is no hatred because of caring.
Even if I wanted to hate I couldn't I swear
Asserting an inability to hate even if desired.
We both lost that angel and it bothers me daily
Both parties experiencing the loss of an "angel," causing daily distress.
Sad thing is since you've been gone she's been weighing on my heart lately
Acknowledging the lingering impact of the departed person on the speaker's heart.
When you left you took apart of her quite frankly
Recognizing the significant part taken away by the person who left.
Having enough weight on my heart I ask you not to add more
Pleading not to add more weight to an already burdened heart.
Have the tables flipped and tell me you can last a day Happiness for us is without one another
Asking if the roles were reversed, questioning the ability to endure separation.
And it hurts for me to say that
Expressing the difficulty of acknowledging happiness without the other person.
Cause I always thought you had my back
Expressing disappointment about the perceived lack of support.
When I had yours that's a fact
Recalling a time when mutual support was a fact.
Guess it's just something I lacked
Suggesting a personal deficiency in the relationship.
Not saying I was right so don't take nothing back
Clarifying that the speaker is not claiming to be right and not expecting any retraction.
I'm just expressing my self thru this track so
Stating that the track serves as a form of self-expression.
I'm vulnerable I can't do this no more
Repeating the declaration of vulnerability and inability to continue.
I'm vulnerable my heart's already torn
Reiterating the emotional damage to the heart.
If died today what would it be for
Repeating the contemplation of the purpose of life and death.
I'm vulnerable oh I'm vulnerable
Reiterating vulnerability once again.
I'm vulnerable I can't do this no more
Repeating the sentiment of being unable to continue due to vulnerability.
I'm vulnerable my heart's already torn
Reemphasizing the emotional damage to the heart.
If died today what would it be for
Repeating the contemplation of the purpose of life and death.
I'm vulnerable oh I'm vulnerable
Reiterating vulnerability once again.
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