Lyrics
I been passing through the city I been looking at all these lights
Reflecting on the city lights while passing through
I'm in Dallas meet up with me loosing yo man just for the night
In Dallas, open to meeting someone, offering solace for the night
Anything you want you got it look at my pockets filled real tight
Assuring abundance and readiness to fulfill desires
Know you got myself for to call on if shit ain't feeling right
Pledging support if things go wrong
And I know that I've been heaven sent but got demons up inside
Acknowledging a divine nature but struggling with inner demons
Know they wanna see me killed convince me to take my life
Feeling the urge to end one's life due to external pressures
But I'm strong and that ain't right
Asserting strength despite challenges
And I know you happy with yo life
Acknowledging the happiness of someone else's life
I see my demons in the dark I'm just goin hit 'em with this light
Confronting and dispelling personal demons with inner strength
I'm done I'm cold had my fair share of that crying
Expressing emotional detachment and resilience
I ain't ever been a quitter but I'm done with all that trying
Deciding to stop trying in the face of adversity
Wish that I could talk to Brady know he see me out here wilding
Wishing to communicate with someone named Brady about personal struggles
Miss you dad I know you right up there with God must feel good to be flying
Expressing longing and admiration for a deceased father
Must feel good you alright
Reflecting on the well-being of the departed father
Ever since you left this place I wonder what heaven like
Contemplating the nature of heaven since the father's passing
On my knees on side the bed I pray that God keep me tight
Praying for spiritual guidance and protection
Pray that he provide me with the chance to keep my family alright
Seeking opportunities to secure the well-being of family
But I feel the Devil still on my sleeve
Struggling with the influence of negative forces
I ain't found a state of balance I ain't found a state of peace
Unable to find a state of balance or peace
Tried putting down all my cups tried putting down all my weed
Attempting to overcome vices like alcohol and drugs
I been growing from this fucking struggle after all it made me weak
Growing from life's challenges despite feeling weakened
Ain't seen or heard from you in weeks
Expressing a lack of communication with someone
Fucked around with these hoes but you who I want and need
Acknowledging desires for a specific person
You fucked around on my partner while next to me in my sleep
Revealing infidelity experienced while asleep next to someone
Thought revenge would be sweet after you get forgiveness from me
Considering revenge after forgiveness
And it's so hypocritic of me and it caused this ship to just sink
Recognizing personal hypocrisy leading to relationship problems
And I know that I've been heaven sent but got demons up inside
Reiterating the internal struggle with inner demons
Know they wanna see me killed convince me to take my life
Feeling external pressure to end one's life
But I'm strong and that ain't right
Asserting strength despite challenges
And I know you happy with yo life
Acknowledging contentment in someone else's life
I see my demons in the dark I'm just goin hit 'em with this light
Confronting and dispelling personal demons with inner strength
I been passing through the city I been lookin at all these lights
Reflecting on city lights once again
I'm in Dallas meet up wit me loosing yo man just for the night
Inviting someone to meet in Dallas for a temporary connection
Anything you want you got it look at my pockets filled real tight
Asserting readiness to fulfill desires with material wealth
Know you got myself for to call on if shit ain't feeling right
Offering support in times of distress
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