Lyrics
I'm a rockstar Rick James Mick Jagger
I identify with the lifestyles of rockstars like Rick James and Mick Jagger.
Bright light big stages bad habbits
I experience the glitz of bright lights, big stages, and have developed bad habits.
Get high got to prison and invade taxes
Despite success, I faced challenges like getting high, going to prison, and dealing with taxes.
This is not what I invison
My current reality is not what I had initially imagined when I started my rap career.
When I started rapping.
I express frustration with the disillusionment of my rap journey.
Fuck the mansions, the pantoms, the sweets, the cabanas
I dismiss the significance of materialistic possessions like mansions and luxury cars.
Because none of that matters when the mirror shatters
Mentioning the impermanence of material success, emphasizing the insignificance of these things.
All I see is pieces of me scattered
I see myself broken, questioning whether this shattered reflection is a miracle or madness.
Is it a miracle or is it madness?
Pondering the nature of my situation, wondering if it's miraculous or insane.
Because when I puts it all together it freflexs this,
When I piece everything together, it reflects my true self, prompting the question of sanity or genius.
And this is me
Asserting that the reflection is an authentic representation of myself.
About as you gonna get to insanity or genius
Describing my identity as a balance between insanity and genius.
My real life fantasy
Referring to the complex and unexpected nature of my real-life experiences.
Is this my life or am I dreaming
Questioning the reality of my life, wondering if it's a dream.
I can't lie I don't believe it
Expressing disbelief about the current state of my life.
I I don't believe it
Repeating the disbelief in the reality of the situation.
I is this my life
Reiterating the question about the authenticity of my life.
Talking fantasies, they're more twistes then memories
Comparing fantasies to memories, emphasizing the distorted nature of fantasies.
I never thought gotti would leave the game like d r e
Expressing surprise at unexpected events, such as Gotti leaving the game like Dr. Dre.
Never thought shanti would ever stop reppin the team,
Expressing disbelief at Shanti no longer representing the team.
And the f-ck is Lloyd hooking up with the enemies
Expressing shock and confusion about Lloyd associating with enemies.
If this was 03 I would have told you,
Reflecting on the past, indicating disbelief at the current state compared to 2003.
You was crazy if you told me this is what it would be
Expressing disbelief at the unpredicted events that have unfolded.
I miss vita caddy black child charlie,
Expressing nostalgia and missing past connections like Vita, Caddy, Black Child, and Charlie.
I thought we were tighter then the Marleys family
Feeling a sense of betrayal, expressing disappointment in relationships not being as strong as expected.
But I guess you can't be, in an industry there's nothing but envy,
Acknowledging the presence of envy and jealousy in the industry, affecting relationships.
Jealousy... please nobody be friend me!
Requesting others not to pretend to be friends due to the prevalent jealousy in the industry.
Nah, my real life fantasy
Reiterating the complex and unexpected nature of my real-life experiences.
Is this my life or am I dreaming
Questioning the reality of my life once again, wondering if it's a dream.
I can't lie I don't believe it
Expressing continued disbelief about the current state of my life.
I I don't believe it
Repeating the disbelief in the reality of the situation.
I is this my life
Reiterating the question about the authenticity of my life.
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