feels like home
Echoes of Life's Bittersweet Symphony in Jack Boyanton's 'Feels Like Home'
Lyrics
Well I'm addicted to gasoline, nicotine, and anything that hurts
Expressing addiction to substances like gasoline, nicotine, and things that cause pain.
I've gotten used to being spun around won't you pin me down with anything that works
Being accustomed to chaos, seeking stability through any means available.
Figure it out
Encouraging self-reflection or problem-solving.
Build a house
Metaphorically constructing a foundation or solution.
Find a home
Searching for a sense of belonging or comfort.
Keep it all contained
Attempting to control emotions or situations.
It won't work out
Realizing a plan or effort may not succeed.
It's just not right
Feeling morally or emotionally wrong.
Point your finger
Blaming others for problems or mistakes.
Find someone to blame
Searching for a scapegoat to hold accountable.
And It's a shame
Expressing disappointment or regret.
I'm into some pretty unhealthy shit
Admitting involvement in unhealthy behaviors.
Feels like home when it hurts a bit
Finding comfort or familiarity in pain.
Burns like hell but tastes so sweet when you knock me down
Describing the paradoxical pleasure in painful experiences.
Hit the bar, down some beer, sniff some stuff and wish that you were here
Engaging in self-destructive behaviors and longing for someone's presence.
But you're not far, not at all, it's in my head but that's what makes it real
Acknowledging the psychological impact of distance and imagination.
She makes me wait
Implying a delayed gratification in a relationship.
I'll take the bait
Accepting challenges or risks for the sake of desire.
I don't mind
Expressing adaptability and tolerance in a relationship.
I'm getting used to her
Becoming accustomed to a person or a situation.
It's not your fault
Denying blame to someone else.
I've hit the wall
Encountering obstacles or difficulties in life.
That's Just how this old brain tends to work
Explaining the natural functioning of the mind in challenging situations.
Its a jerk
Describing the mind as troublesome or challenging.
I'm into some pretty unhealthy shit
Reiterating engagement in self-destructive habits for comfort.
Feels like home when it hurts a bit
Reaffirming the feeling of familiarity and comfort in pain.
Burns like hell but tastes so sweet when you knock me down
Highlighting the contradictory pleasure in being knocked down.
I didn't think I'd live long enough to apologize
Expressing unexpected survival and the intention to apologize for past mistakes.
For all my faults, my sins, all the lies
Acknowledging personal faults, sins, and deception.
I'm gonna try to make this better
Committing to making amends and improving.
I'm gonna try to make it right
Expressing determination to set things right.
I'm gonna try to get just a little better if it takes all my life
Dedicating a lifetime to self-improvement.
But right now
Recognizing the current state of engaging in unhealthy behaviors.
I'm into some pretty unhealthy shit
Repeating the theme of finding comfort in destructive habits.
Feels like home when it hurts a bit
Reiterating the sense of familiarity and home in painful experiences.
Burns like hell but tastes so sweet when you knock me down
Emphasizing the allure of pain despite its burning effect.
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