I'm fine, I swear

Expressing enjoyment of going to the gym for personal satisfaction.

Denying using the gym as a coping mechanism for hidden emotional trauma.

Running long distances for the physical pleasure, not as a way to handle anger and heartbreak.

Contradicting the idea of using running as a coping strategy for emotional pain.

Doubting advice about the temporary nature of grief, suggesting it may persist.

Expressing skepticism towards those who claim grief diminishes over time.

Describing memories that have not lightened with time, possibly becoming more burdensome.

Using a metaphor of gasoline on a fire to convey the intensification of emotional weight.

Reassuring others and oneself about emotional well-being despite internal struggles.

Repeated affirmation of being fine, possibly emphasizing the struggle to believe or project it.

I'm fine I swear

Expressing pride in personal accomplishments despite facing challenges.

Acknowledging difficult experiences as a factor in personal growth.

Expressing a desire to move past the healing process and not be in a perpetual state of recovery.

Noting that a significant amount of time has passed, yet healing hasn't occurred as expected.

Reiterating the affirmation of being fine but acknowledging the need for time and care.

Just need some time and care

Expressing a commitment to self-focus and improvement to escape a difficult situation.

And climb out of this hell

Recognizing the indefinite nature of grief, challenging the idea of it having an expiration date.

That grief has no expiration date

Appreciating the inability of others to fully understand personal pain and struggles.

Highlighting the uniqueness of personal experiences that others may not relate to.

Acknowledging facing fears and granting oneself grace as essential elements of personal development.

I had to give me so much grace

Asserting that the challenging experiences have played a crucial role in shaping one's identity.

Emphasizing that the past experiences have contributed to the current self.

Repeating the affirmation of being fine, possibly to convince oneself and others.

I'm fine I swear

I'm fine I swear

I'm fine I swear

A standalone expression of being fine, emphasizing self-assurance.

Reiteration of pride in personal achievements and a desire to move beyond perpetual healing.

Considering what I've been through it's just

I don't wanna be healing forever

A year's gone by and I'm still not better

Repeated affirmations of being fine, potentially indicating a struggle with internal doubt.

I'm fine I swear

I'm fine I swear

I'm fine I swear

I'm fine I swear

I'm fine I swear

I'm fine I swear

A final declaration of being fine, concluding the expression of internal struggles.