Madhatter
Madhatter's Melancholy: Navigating Love, Loss, and Self-Discovery in Jack Pavlina's Sonic Odyssey
Lyrics
I know you think that I'm bitter
I acknowledge that you perceive me as resentful or cynical.
I know your talking my name
I'm aware that you are gossiping or discussing me.
I'm not engaged in our feelings
I'm not emotionally invested in our relationship.
We never look the same way
We don't see things the same way.
Lately I've been writing songs
Recently, I've been composing songs.
Not feeling love come through
I don't feel love being reciprocated.
I'm not saying It's me
I'm not explicitly attributing the issue to me.
But I'm not but saying that it's you
I'm not denying responsibility, but I'm not solely blaming you either.
Nothing just flows its content stop and then go and I don't know what I know no more
Things don't flow smoothly; there are pauses, and I feel uncertain.
Everything feels the same it's such an unfair game mind over matter I feel like the Madhatter
Life feels repetitive and unfair, akin to the Madhatter's experience. Mind over matter is challenging.
Today I woke up with a messy set of hair you've been calling every night and you can't
Waking up with disheveled hair, your persistent calls go unnoticed.
See that I don't care
I seem indifferent to your concerns.
I messed up and finally see priorities, and sorry to tell you you ain't one of 3
I recognize my mistakes and realize my priorities, and unfortunately, you are not among the top three.
I know I said that I'm looking for a girl and I can't find myself in this god damn world
Despite claiming to seek a romantic partner, I feel lost in this world.
I don't believe in signs nor destiny
I don't believe in signs or fate.
But self care is what I need
Self-care is my priority.
I've lost sense of myself
I've lost my sense of identity.
My music comes first over anyone else
My music takes precedence over everyone else.
Accept for my family
Except for my family, who remains a crucial part of me.
Wherever they are there a part of me
Regardless of their location, my family is integral to my being.
I don't know what to say
I'm at a loss for words.
But I'm ending this today
I'm putting an end to this situation today.
I'm sick of having another issue in my way
I'm tired of facing constant problems.
Lately I've been lost inside my head inside my brain
Lately, I've been mentally consumed, lost in my thoughts.
I've been losing track of thoughts And missing all the trains
I'm losing track of my thoughts and missing opportunities.
I'm Forgetting what is sane take the pressure take the pain
I'm forgetting what is considered sane, attempting to cope with pressure and pain.
I'm Stretched out taking every lane
I'm stretched thin, navigating every possible path.
Today I woke up with a messy set of hair you've been calling every night and you can't
Repetition of waking up with messy hair, and your calls remain unacknowledged.
See that I don't care
Reiterating my apparent lack of concern for your constant calls.
I messed up and finally see priorities, and sorry to tell you you ain't one of 3
Affirming my understanding of priorities, and regretfully, you don't fall within the top three.
I know I said that I'm looking for a girl and I can't find myself in this god damn world
Repeating the struggle to find myself in a seemingly chaotic world.
I don't believe in signs nor destiny
Reiteration of disbelief in signs or destiny.
But self care is what I need
Emphasizing the need for self-care.
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