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Navigating Shadows: Jackie Foster's Reflection on Life's Imperfections
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Couldn't wait
Expressing impatience or anticipation
Looking back now was losing time
Reflecting on the past and realizing it was wasted time
I was young
Recalling a younger age
Felt so safe in paradise
Feeling secure in a metaphorical paradise
I used to hide
Previously concealing true feelings
In a house of sheets and lies
Living in a place filled with deception and falsehoods
I wish I was flawless
Desiring perfection or flawlessness
I wish I was honest
Expressing a wish for honesty
Growin' old ain't easy
Acknowledging the challenges of aging
Trynna find a meaning
Searching for the meaning of life
Won't stand in line
Refusing to conform or wait in line
What if I drink
Contemplating the idea of drinking
Relax until its over
Seeking relaxation until a difficult situation is over
No I won't sink
Determined not to succumb or fail
Relapse until I'm sober
Facing the possibility of relapsing until achieving sobriety
It's getting hard to lift my shoulders
Experiencing physical and emotional difficulty
And my feet are getting colder
Feeling the weight of responsibilities
What if I breathe
Considering the act of breathing for clarity
Maybe i'll see
Hopeful that breathing will provide insight
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Desiring a clearer understanding of life
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Repetition emphasizing the desire for clarity
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-Maybe i'll see
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-Gotta pay
Obliged to pay for temporary shelter
For a room just for tonight
Securing a room for a short duration
Catching planes
Frequently traveling and seeking a sign or direction
Back and forth I need a sign
Weighing the financial implications of every decision
I think about every dollar I spend
Contemplating the cost of staying alive
To keep myself alive
Expressing a desire for flawlessness while remaining honest
Wish I was flawless
Acknowledging personal honesty
But I'm honest
Repeating the desire for flawlessness and honesty
What if I drink
Revisiting the idea of drinking for relief
Relax until it's over
Seeking relaxation until a challenging situation passes
No I won't sink
Determined not to succumb or regress in sobriety
Relapse until I'm sober
Facing the difficulty of maintaining composure
It's getting hard to lift my shoulders
Continued struggle with physical and emotional burdens
And my feet are getting colder
Feeling the impact of challenges on well-being
What if I breathe
Revisiting the idea of breathing for clarity
Maybe i'll see
Hopeful that breathing will provide a clearer perspective
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Expressing a desire for clarity and positive change
I'm in too deep
-But I'll break free
-I gotta leave this behind
-I'm done fading away
-I'm done feeling afraid
-I'm losing my patience
-Hoping for change
-What if I drink
Repeating the struggle with challenges and seeking clarity
Relax until it's over
-No I won't sink
-Relapse until I'm sober
-It's getting hard to lift my shoulders
-And my feet are getting colder
-What if I breathe
-Maybe i'll see
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Reiteration of the desire for a clearer understanding
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-Maybe i'll see
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-Maybe i'll see
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Emphasizing the persistent quest for clarity
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