Abandoned
Stranded Emotions: Jaiden Grace's Tale of Abandonment
Lyrics
There's a monster
Expressing the presence of a troubling force or emotion.
That resides in the back of my mind
Describing the persistent nature of the troubling thoughts.
Except he's walking and he's breathing
Portraying the menacing thoughts as a tangible entity.
And I wish that he died
Expressing a desire for the troublesome aspect to cease existing.
And I'll plan conversations
Struggling with social interactions and anticipating survival.
Just to feel like I'll survive
Planning conversations as a coping mechanism.
And I'll just hope for the best
Maintaining optimism and hoping for positive outcomes.
Forgive and forget for the millionth time
Enduring repeated cycles of forgiveness and forgetfulness.
And I gave my all for all of your nothing
Investing fully in a relationship that offers nothing in return.
But I'll take your nothing and turn it to something
Turning the partner's lack into something valuable.
And I'm on the floor you're watching me breaking
Feeling emotionally broken and vulnerable.
But you close the door leaving me stranded
Experiencing abandonment and isolation.
Abandoned
Summarizing the emotional state of being deserted.
I'd be patient
Advocating for patience in the face of potential change.
Just imagine you changing overnight
Imagining a transformative shift in the person causing distress.
And they'd hate me but you made me
Acknowledging the negative impact of the relationship.
Into the monster I've been running from for life
Recognizing the transformation into a negative force.
And I gave my all for all of your nothing
Reiteration of investing fully with minimal reciprocation.
But I'll take your nothing and turn it to something
Turning emptiness into something meaningful.
And I'm on the floor you're watching me breaking
Expressing vulnerability and emotional pain.
But you close the door leaving me stranded
Experiencing rejection and abandonment.
Abandoned
Reiterating the feeling of being left alone and forsaken.
And I gave my all for all of your nothing
Repeating the theme of giving without receiving.
But I'll take your nothing and turn it to something
Emphasizing the transformation of emptiness into value.
And I'm on the floor you're watching me breaking
Conveying the emotional struggle and vulnerability.
But you close the door leaving me stranded
Experiencing the pain of rejection and abandonment.
Abandoned
Summarizing the overarching feeling of being abandoned.
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