Lyrics
I can't take a drag, make me way too anxious
I feel too anxious to smoke, it worsens my anxiety.
I'm just tryna cope with the fact we gon' die
Coping with the inevitability of death is a struggle.
Meaning nights I done stayed up, tryna face it
Spent sleepless nights confronting this reality.
Only make it worse when I'm actually high
Using substances doesn't help; it exacerbates the situation.
I just wanna live, be free and do the basics
Desire for a simple, free life, avoiding life's complexities.
And not get caught in the system of life
Avoiding being trapped in the societal system.
So much left but it don't feel right
Despite having much left to achieve, it feels wrong.
Show me that you love me when you speak out of spite
Seeking genuine love, even if expressed in a harsh manner.
Will you pray for me
Requesting emotional support through prayer.
I don't even know who the fuck in the sky
Uncertainty about the divine and higher power.
But I know that my auntie there somewhere
Believing a deceased aunt exists somewhere.
Cry real tears out of anger and fear
Expressing emotions of anger and fear through tears.
Cause I hate this world through the beauty it appears
Disliking the world despite its apparent beauty.
Some days I just wanna fight my fears
Occasionally wanting to confront personal fears.
Some days I wanna say fuck everybody here
Feeling a desire to distance from others.
Some days I just wanna show my peers that it's way more to life than the guns and the clubs and the drugs
Recognizing life's depth beyond superficial elements.
When you find out your purpose is clear, it's the cup half empty or full
Contemplating perspective: is life half empty or full?
See how you want it but I hope that you know it could all be worse
Acknowledging that circumstances could be worse.
You ain't dead then it's cool
Being alive is valuable and acceptable.
I done seen my mama turn gray from the sickness
Witnessing a mother's illness and recovery.
And bounce right back with the strength of a bull
Life's hardships contribute to personal strength.
Sometimes life will hit like a ton of bricks
Life's challenges can hit intensely.
But at the end of the day with the help build you
Building resilience through life's challenges.
Everything got purpose
Believing everything in life serves a purpose.
It could all be worse had to tatt my skin to remind myself today
Tattooing a reminder that things could be worse.
I done seen that hearse and it hurt back then and my mind is still the same
Painful memories of a hearse, still impacting the present.
I ain't been in church in a dog ass min but sometimes I try to pray
Infrequent attendance at church, attempting to pray.
Help me bend that curse that we all get when it's that time to find a way
Seeking help to overcome the inevitable challenges.
Help you find your way out
Assisting others in finding their way in difficult times.
We need life to pay outs
Necessity for positive outcomes in life.
It's more just find a way how
It's about finding solutions, not just identifying problems.
Help you find your way out
Assisting others in navigating challenges.
We need life to pay outs
Emphasizing the importance of finding a way forward.
It's more just find a way how
Reiterating the need to find solutions in life.
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