sick of missing you
Yearning Waves: Jake Leone's Melancholic Odyssey
Lyrics
Waking up on a Sunday
Beginning the day with a sense of tranquility on a Sunday.
Staring out at the ocean
Gazing at the sea, finding solace in the view.
They say it doesn't get much better than that
Hearing that this moment is considered one of the best.
Somehow, I'm filled up with emptiness
Despite the idyllic setting, feeling a profound sense of emptiness.
Late for work on a Monday
Running late for work on the following Monday.
Violently thrashed by the weekend
Experiencing the aftermath of a wild weekend, physically and emotionally.
Three days of uncontrolled alcohol
Enduring three days of uncontrolled alcohol consumption and unclear intentions.
And ambiguous intentions
Facing a mix of emotions and uncertain motives.
Oh what's new
Expressing indifference or detachment from the situation.
My mind most days, invincible
Feeling mentally strong most days, but vulnerability is not uncommon.
Unfortunate to feel familiar
Unfortunate familiarity with emotions taking control.
Taking over when I'm graced by you
Emotions intensify when in the presence of a significant person.
Our lives have
Reflecting on the shared past.
Departed
Acknowledging the separation.
And now this life I've built starts to undo
The life built together is unraveling.
And I'm getting sick of missing you
Expressing frustration at the continuous experience of longing.
I can't keep feeling like this anymore
Feeling overwhelmed and desiring a change in emotional state.
It comes down to decision time to let it run
Facing a decision to either endure the situation or take control.
Or chase this time, the flow's pushing its weight
Contemplating the possibility of pursuing the relationship despite challenges.
Knowing damn well you won't reciprocate
Aware that efforts might not be reciprocated.
I can't promise
No assurance of refraining from unexpected actions.
I won't show up outside
Possibly contemplating showing up unexpectedly.
Waiting for you on the steps all night
Waiting for the person for an extended period.
Are you sick or missing me
Questioning if the other person feels the same way.
I'm so tired
Expressing fatigue and emotional exhaustion.
We never really got to see it through
Regretting not seeing the relationship through to its potential.
I always hoped that you were wishing too
Wishing for mutual desire and commitment.
Now this pain breathes on my thoughts
Experiencing lingering pain from the separation.
The plane leaves and we're done
Acknowledging the finality of the relationship as a plane departs.
I can't seem to enjoy the view
Struggling to find joy in the situation.
Even when I watch you go
Difficulty in missing someone when their departure is imminent.
It's so hard to miss you when you don't know
Expressing the challenge of letting go.
It feels like I let it rest
Attempting to move on but unsure how to.
But I don't know how to let go
Feeling conflicted about releasing the past.
I can't keep feeling like this anymore
Reiterating the emotional struggle and the need for change.
Comes down to it, time to let it run
The decision is imminent, and it's time to confront it.
Let it run
Repeating the notion of letting things unfold.
I can't promise
No assurance of refraining from unexpected appearances in the future.
I won't just show up in your life
Acknowledging the possibility of re-entering the other person's life.
I think we're missing out
Suspecting missed opportunities and regretting the separation.
And I'm getting sick of missing you right now
Expressing growing frustration with the continuous longing.
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