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I feel like you don’t even understand me
I sense a lack of understanding from you towards me
Sometimes
At times
Putting on a front and acting friendly
Presenting a facade and pretending to be friendly
But at night
Especially during the night
We’ll be disagreeing about something
We often have disagreements about things on my mind
On my mind
Concerns or thoughts occupying my thoughts
We don’t really have the same focus
We lack a shared focus on life
About life
Concerning life in general
ohh
Expression of emotion or realization
tell me how to ease mind, mind
Seeking advice on how to calm or comfort the mind
ohh
Expression of emotion or realization
now that I can’t call you mine
Now that I can't claim you as mine
All the attention I have
All the attention I possess
For me myself aint so bad
Having attention for myself isn't negative
I kinda like that
I find that aspect appealing
I’m being selfish
Admitting to being self-centered
No second placing, I’m first
No willingness to settle for second place
I’m one and only, not third
Emphasizing being the foremost priority, not third
I kinda like that
Finding satisfaction in prioritizing oneself
I’m being selfish
Admitting to being self-centered
Tried to make you feel like you were family
Attempted to make you feel like family
But you don’t
But you didn't reciprocate
Hesitate to try and always kill me
Unhesitant attempts to harm or undermine me
Coz your wrong
Because you are incorrect
To disregard the way that I’ve been feeling
Ignoring the way I've been feeling
All day long
Throughout the entire day
guess that I’ll just have a conversation on my own
Accepting solitude and resorting to self-dialogue
ohh
Expression of emotion or realization
tell me how to ease mind, mind
Seeking advice on how to calm or comfort the mind
ohh
Expression of emotion or realization
now that I can’t call you mine
Now that I can't claim you as mine
All the attention I have
All the attention I possess
For me felt so bad
Feeling bad about attention directed towards myself
I kinda like that
Finding that aspect appealing
I’m being selfish
Admitting to being self-centered
No second places, I’m first
No willingness to settle for second place
I’m one and only, not third
Emphasizing being the foremost priority, not third
I kinda like that
Finding satisfaction in prioritizing oneself
I’m being selfish
Admitting to being self-centered
I know you hurt me but there
Acknowledging the hurt caused, but holding no resentment
Aint no hard feelings
No lingering negative emotions
But I kinda enjoy hmmm hmm hmm
Enjoying the situation despite its challenges
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