Killing You
Eternal Struggle Unveiled: James Gruntz's 'Killing You' Symphony
Lyrics
I turn around from in to outside
I am turning away from internal thoughts to face the external world.
the smell of dethrone in the blood
The scent of losing power and authority is evident in the bloodstream.
disfigured lungs have stopped to breathe in
The lungs, altered and damaged, have ceased to take in breath.
the air enriched with things I've given up
The air is filled with the remnants of things I have abandoned or sacrificed.
the skies have changed it's all arranged
The atmosphere has transformed, and everything seems prearranged.
there is no ping pong in the rain
There is no back-and-forth, no playful exchange in the difficulties of life.
your hair caught fire in the sun
Your appearance has been negatively impacted by exposure to the harsh sun.
I am used to suppress the pain
I have become accustomed to suppressing emotional pain.
but my immoral mind can't leave it all behind
Despite my attempts to suppress emotions, my immoral thoughts linger.
WHY DO YOU KEEP COMING OVER
Questioning why someone repeatedly visits when they should leave.
WHEN YOU KNOW YOU SHOULD BE GONE
Expressing frustration at someone not departing when it's appropriate.
HOW DID YOU MAKE ME STOP LOVE HER
Reflecting on how this person influenced the cessation of love for another.
SHOULD HAVE KILLED YOU LONG AGO
Expressing regret for not removing or ending the relationship sooner.
when I close my eyes in summer
In the summer, when I close my eyes, I envision children playing in my thoughts.
there's children playing in my head
A mental image is created, suggesting innocence and joy in contrast to reality.
I set up a perfect picture
Setting up an idealized scene, possibly indicating a desire for perfection.
I thought suicides are dead
Contemplating the contradiction of having thoughts of suicide in a seemingly idyllic setting.
REFRAIN
Refrain, indicating a repeated section, possibly a chorus or key message.
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