Albion
Fever Dreams and Lonely Nights: Unveiling the Emptiness Within
Lyrics
Spitting blood in a hotel bathroom
Experiencing intense emotional distress, depicted by the metaphor of spitting blood in a hotel bathroom.
What a way to spend a weekend
Reflecting on the unfortunate and distressing way the weekend is being spent.
In your company I feel uneasy
Expressing discomfort in the company of someone, possibly due to a strained relationship.
With your cold shoulder; fever dreaming
Describing the cold and indifferent behavior of the other person, leading to feverish dreams.
In your company, I feel uneasy
Reiterating the uneasy feeling experienced in the company of the mentioned person.
Like I would wake up murdered
Imagining a scenario where the speaker might not wake up due to a perilous situation.
Well I wouldn’t wake up really,
Clarifying the hypothetical nature of the previous statement, emphasizing a sense of despair.
But I think you know what I mean
Conveying that the other person understands the gravity of the situation.
You’re fucked up and I’m lonely
Acknowledging the problematic state of the relationship, with both parties facing challenges.
We’re fucked up, I’m fucked up
Repetition of the acknowledgment of the difficult circumstances and personal struggles.
You held me close as though I cared
Recalling a moment where physical closeness was exhibited, possibly as a facade for genuine care.
You held me close like I was there
Highlighting the paradox of being held closely despite the speaker's emotional absence.
But I ain’t even thinking of you
Asserting that the speaker is not emotionally invested in the relationship despite physical proximity.
Trembling hands scratch my back
Describing a sensation of nervousness or anxiety, using the metaphor of trembling hands.
I know you’re trying your best babe
Acknowledging the other person's effort while expressing amusement at their attempt to help.
But really you’re just making me laugh
Suggesting that the other person's actions, meant to be supportive, are perceived as comical by the speaker.
Is it wrong I don’t mind
Pondering whether it is morally wrong not to mind wasting the other person's time.
That I’m wasting your precious time
Expressing indifference towards the value of the other person's time in the speaker's current state of mind.
Is it something I should fight?
Raising a question about the necessity of confronting or resisting the emptiness felt internally.
This feeling of emptiness inside
Describing the profound sense of emptiness experienced by the speaker.
I’ve been waiting for something more than you for years now.
Expressing a prolonged yearning for something more fulfilling than the current relationship.
I ain’t even thinking of you
Reiterating the speaker's emotional detachment and lack of consideration for the other person.
I don’t even want to
Declaring a lack of desire or intent to think about the other person.
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