Lyrics
He's all I know
He is my sole source of familiarity and identity.
He's all I have to show for my life
He represents the only meaningful aspect of my life.
Is it not right
Questioning the morality or correctness of the situation.
If it's a lie
Considering the possibility that it might be a falsehood.
At least I won't die alone
Even if it's not true, at least I won't face death alone.
It's these voices in my head
Referring to conflicting thoughts or influences in the mind.
I would rather be dead
Expressing a preference for death over bearing a heavy burden alone.
Than to carry the load on my own
Choosing death over carrying a difficult burden alone.
He's all I have
Reiteration of the significance of "he" in the speaker's life.
I happily stand with my feet bound
Expressing a willingness to endure difficulties for the sake of "him."
Sunk to the ground
Feeling emotionally or physically weighed down and stuck.
I won't make a sound
Choosing to remain silent and endure pain.
They're all the same
Suggesting a lack of individuality or uniqueness among people.
And everyone's to blame for all I know
Blaming others for the speaker's current state of knowledge.
Where would I go
Uncertainty about where to turn or what choices to make.
Let this be said
Expressing a desire for a statement or truth to be acknowledged.
Every road I've known has only led
Recognition that all paths taken have led away from a sense of home.
Further from home
Feeling distant or disconnected from the concept of home.
So I hold on to the pain
Choosing to endure pain as it provides a sense of security.
Because it makes me feel safe
Embracing pain as a familiar and comforting aspect of life.
A familiar blade in my hand
Symbolizing self-harm as a coping mechanism.
He's all I have
Reiteration of the importance of "he" in the speaker's life.
I happily stand with my feet bound
Willingness to endure challenges for the sake of "him."
Sunk to the ground
Feeling stuck and unable to move forward.
I won't make a sound
Choosing silence despite internal struggles.
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