Lyrics
I hid for years
I concealed myself for an extended period.
Expecting nothing but solitude
Anticipating only isolation.
Questioning my fears
Reflecting on and questioning my fears.
Will I ever be able to
Wondering if I will ever be capable of.
Talk for hours and hours without doubts of my power
Engaging in extended conversations confidently, without doubting my abilities.
To influence my innocence
Contemplating how my influence may impact my innocence.
Schooling while I devour every little detail
Engaging in education while absorbing every small detail.
While trying not to go off the rails
Struggling to stay on the right path.
I do what I can while everything fails
Doing my best despite continuous failures.
Locked away till the end of time
Isolated and hidden from the world indefinitely.
I thought my pain would never resign
Initially, I believed my suffering would never end.
I was wrong, I moved on
I was mistaken; I have moved forward.
The pain ain't gone, but I moved on
The pain persists, but I have progressed.
My deepest fear
My greatest fear is losing my mother.
Is my mamma getting taken away from me
Life is unjust, and there's a fear of separation from my mother.
Life isn't fair
Acknowledging the inherent unfairness of life.
Some wait for the stairs to appear
Some wait for opportunities, while I face challenges.
But I can't rely on heaven
Unwilling to rely solely on the hope of heavenly intervention.
I need to know for sure
Seeking certainty in a situation.
I knew since I was seven
Having awareness since childhood.
It's a human made lore
Recognizing that certain beliefs are human-made.
Locked away till the end of time
Continuing to be secluded for an indefinite period.
I thought my pain would never resign
Initially, I believed my suffering would never end (repeated).
I was wrong, I moved on
I was mistaken; I have moved forward (repeated).
The pain ain't gone, but I moved on
The pain persists, but I have progressed (repeated).
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