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.45 caliber lobotomy
A metaphorical reference to a severe mental alteration or numbing effect caused by a .45 caliber lobotomy, indicating a drastic change or loss of mental faculties.
Loss of everything I desire
Expresses the loss of all things desired or cherished.
With the water washing me away
Feeling overwhelmed or consumed by emotions or circumstances represented by water metaphorically washing away the self.
Fighting fire tryna make a life despite of my own mind
Struggling against personal challenges and inner conflicts while striving to build a life.
25 to life I realize I'm dying
Realization of one's mortality or a sense of dying, possibly due to circumstances or personal struggles.
Crossing over lines cuz I'm risky
Willfully disregarding boundaries or rules, taking risks.
Someone gonna miss me when I die
Contemplation about the impact of one's absence or death on others.
Or am I designed to be lost in time & forgotten
Questioning one's purpose or fate, wondering if being forgotten in time is intentional or predestined.
Watching velocity shrink, cough in the sink, call it off cuz I'm obviously
Observing a decrease in speed or progress, giving up due to evident reasons or circumstances.
Positive all is a dream, off in the sea, ocular seems so somber, serene
Belief that reality might be a dream, perceiving things through a calm and serious lens.
Songs from a demon, tonsils raw from the sing
Metaphorical mention of singing with a raw, perhaps demonic, quality to the voice.
My posture is clean but my conscious it reeks
Physical appearance appears clean while the conscience or thoughts are distressing or troubling.
I'm talking like all this is impossibly a vision that I concocted with no omission making it senseless shit
Considering everything being spoken of as a vision without omissions, yet feeling it's senseless.
Whiffing the wind again that's licking me, out in the sun I can shout if I want so I'm loud as a blunt
Sensing the environment around oneself, feeling the sensations that nature provides while being vocal or expressive.
With flower that's sour, I'm outta my tower
Feeling disconnected or away from a safe place or state of mind.
So you better give me the loot even pennies
Demands for what's deserved, even the smallest amounts.
Who be the menacing dude with the energy, that'd be me
Identifying oneself as the menacing or powerful individual with significant energy.
A paladin balancing malice & peace
Balancing between being a noble or virtuous figure and harboring ill intentions or hostility.
Bow to the king
Acknowledgment of power or authority, demanding respect.
.45 caliber lobotomy
Repeated lines indicating a continuation of thoughts related to loss, internal struggle, dissatisfaction with relationships, feeling trapped or suffocated by love, and a sense of being fake or unable to escape a challenging situation.
Loss of everything I desire, with the water washing me away
-Fighting fire tryna make a life despite of my own mind
-25 to life I realize I'm dying
-Crossing over lines cuz I'm risky
-Someone gonna miss me when I die or am I designed to be lost in time & forgotten
-Im at the limit
-I'm done giving my wishes to women
-I am a chemist
-I'm drunk living like I'm never finished
-Pick up the gun
-Giving the trigger a tug
-I'm the midst of a love that's driven the kid to give up
-What do you want
-What a slunt, what a gut punch & a bum rush & a stun gun & a nunchuck to my lungs & a couple rough fucks all at once
-Oddly I'm drawn to sluts when the bitches only made me an insignificant chump
-Simping & stuff
-Sick of this love
-How am I gonna make it out now
-When everything is taken
-Bow down
-To the king of faking it, I'm breaking
-There is no escaping
-So how am I gonna make it out now
-When everything is taken
-Bow down
-To the king of faking it, I'm breaking
-There is no escaping
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