Lyrics
I'm encapsulated with aberrations
I feel surrounded by abnormalities.
Jaded by her fashioned blade and may her soul decay for having hatred
Disillusioned by a crafted deception, wishing harm upon someone who harbors hatred.
Have lapis lazulis stashed in back of my palace B
I have precious gemstones hidden in my palace.
I eat rappers savagely, stomach acid morphs 'em like alchemy
I consume other rappers aggressively; my stomach acid transforms them like alchemy.
Shit em out and carve em, these rappers my daughters
I metaphorically give birth to and shape other rappers; they are like my daughters.
Pussy doctoring stalker, he be up off-the-rocker
A person who manipulates and pursues women, possibly obsessively.
Like suddenly walking after you thought a coffin was soon to be
Feeling a sudden resurgence of life after anticipating death.
Cuz without walking I assume
Speculating about the consequences of not being able to walk.
I'd be losing my mood rings and waiting for line bling, from dimes
Fear of losing personal items and anxiously awaiting communication from attractive individuals.
Even I get my hopes high when she's more than a 5
Getting excited when a woman is more than a 5 in attractiveness.
I'm lucky to be alive but suffering all the time, I'm fucked
Despite being fortunate to be alive, experiencing constant suffering.
Lonely is
Loneliness is emphasized.
Lonely is
-Showing up to home and seeing no one on the memory foam
Returning home to an empty space on a memory foam mattress.
To talk without our phones with
Yearning for genuine conversation without the interference of phones.
Unholy is
Expressing a sense of unholiness and illness in the soul, seeking a donor.
How I feel in the soul again, think I'm sick need a donor quick
-My dome is a cold abyss
Describing a mind as a cold and empty void.
Erroneous
Incorrect assumption about pursuing a romantic interest.
That you thinking I'm honing in on a woman to bone
Yearning to overcome loneliness rather than seeking a romantic connection.
I just need ahold of this lonesomeness
-Only is
Being alone, playing music like a Sony device, growing frustrated and agitated.
Me on this station playing like Sony bitch
-And I'm growing pissed, hand the pistola over kid
A confrontation with someone contemplating suicide due to extreme solitude.
You don't wanna do this, take your final breath
-Just cuz the solitude has got to you, you talk of death
-I don't inspect my own missteps as often as I should
Infrequent self-reflection and sudden mood improvement, recognizing personal skill.
Then out the blue I feel the mood is hopping, damn, I'm good
-It's not too often I get talking with a match
Difficulty in connecting with others romantically, leading to heartache.
But when it happens I'm too brash or trash or flat-on-back from heart attacks
-I fall as easy as a 'legic tryna ski
Expressing vulnerability and the ease with which the person falls for others.
I shop for hotties and just find they're not for me
Frustration with unsuccessful romantic pursuits.
I need a marketing degree to shop this product
Desiring recognition for artistic work but struggling to get a response.
To cop a plea that they oughta respond if they like my artistry
-But no one likes a rapper
Commenting on the challenges of being a likable rapper.
And I'm too cute and kind
-I don't invite the type of eyes into my life that lie
Aversion to inviting deceptive people into one's life.
No one likes a rapper
-And I'm too cute and kind
Repeating the theme of reluctance to let dishonest individuals into one's life.
I don't invite the type of eyes into my life that lie
-But if she fly and we survive the early times
Considering potential dishonesty in a relationship despite initial attraction.
I'm sure I'll fire up the lying in my own disguised eyes
-I have a reputation, it grows with every word
Acknowledging a growing negative reputation and expressing inner pain.
I hate the things I'm saying, please understand I'm hurt
Regretting the hurtful things said and attributing it to personal pain.
I never meant to drive you all away
Expressing difficulty during holidays and almost giving up due to emotional pain.
It's hard to say but through the holidays I almost gave it up and called it curtains
-Lonely is
Repetition of the theme of loneliness, seeking a donor, and feeling spiritually cold.
Showing up to home and seeing no one on the memory foam
-To talk without our phones with
-Unholy is
-How I feel in the soul again, think I'm sick need a donor quick
-My dome is a cold abyss
-Erroneous
Correcting a misconception about pursuing romantic interests, emphasizing the need to overcome loneliness.
That you thinking I'm honing in on a woman to bone
-I just need ahold of this lonesomeness
-Only is
Being alone, playing music like a Sony device, growing frustrated and agitated (repeated).
Me on this station playing like Sony bitch
-And I'm growing pissed, hand the pistola over kid
Feeling broken and angry, suggesting a potential violent encounter.
Broken, soaking in the ink that's dripping
Repeating the themes of being broken, hoping for relief, and suppressing emotions.
Toking, hoping for some scenes relive them
-Ode to this, my openness, some revelations
-Cause ferociousness from those who listening
-I'm supposed to hold it in
-Broken, soaking in the ink that's dripping
-Toking, hoping for some scenes relive them
-Ode to this, my openness, some revelations
-Cause ferociousness from those who listening
-I'm supposed to hold it in
-Lonely is
Repetition of the theme of loneliness, seeking a donor, and feeling spiritually cold (repeated).
Showing up to home and seeing no one on the memory foam
-To talk without our phones with
-Unholy is
-How I feel in the soul again
-Think I'm sick need a donor quick, my dome is a cold abyss
Expressing a need for a quick solution to the emotional coldness.
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