habit of Mine
Navigating Emotional Patterns: 'Habit of Mine' by Javier Bennett
Lyrics
I always seem to freak out at the wrong time
I tend to get anxious or overwhelmed at inappropriate moments.
I'm too damn good at giving you no signs
I'm skilled at not displaying signs or signals to indicate my frustration.
Of frustration, it's a habit of mine
Feeling frustrated is a regular behavior or tendency for me.
My opinion isn't your best interest
I prioritize my own opinion rather than considering what's best for you.
Was funny then, but now I see ignorance
In the past, I found it amusing, but now I recognize it as ignorance.
So sorry I know I should be more deliberate
I'm aware I should be more intentional or careful, and I apologize for not being so.
I know it gets confusing
I acknowledge that the situation can be bewildering or perplexing.
Not sure if I'm even choosing the right choices-
I'm uncertain if I'm making the correct decisions and might be avoiding making them altogether.
I'm avoiding them
I'm actively evading or sidestepping those choices.
I understand if you aren't happy
I understand if you're not content with how I affect you.
With my impact on you
I recognize that my influence on you might not be positive.
Sadly it's a pattern I'm fond of
Regrettably, it's a behavior that I've grown accustomed to.
Don't wanna get all upset
I don't want to become upset or agitated.
It's a habit of mine please don't forget
It's a recurring behavior of mine, and I hope you won't overlook it.
Maybe a different hobby would prevent this
Perhaps engaging in a different activity could prevent this behavior.
Cause it's stopping me from living in the present
This behavior is preventing me from fully experiencing the present moment.
I must be honest it's not the most pleasant thing in the world
It's not a pleasant feeling when you're unaware of the cause of your inner anger.
When you don't know why you're angry on the inside
I tried to indirectly convey that I'm saying goodbye.
I thought I could imply that I'm saying goodbye
I acknowledge that the situation can be bewildering or perplexing.
I know it gets confusing
I'm uncertain if I'm making the correct decisions and might be avoiding making them altogether.
Not sure if I'm even choosing the right choices-
I'm actively evading or sidestepping those choices.
I'm avoiding them
I understand if you're not content with how I affect you.
I understand if you aren't happy
I recognize that my influence on you might not be positive.
With my impact on you
Regrettably, it's a behavior that I've grown accustomed to.
Sadly it's a pattern I'm fond of
I don't want to become upset or agitated.
Don't wanna get all upset
It's a recurring behavior of mine, and I hope you won't overlook it.
It's a habit of mine please don't forget
Perhaps engaging in a different activity could prevent this behavior.
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