Lens
Navigating Shadows: Jaxon Mune's Anthem of Struggle and Hope
Lyrics
Yea
Expressing agreement or acknowledgment
Anxious tryna stand still
Feeling uneasy and restless, trying to stay in one place
Racin till my hands filled
Engaged in a fast-paced activity until hands are full
They told me it'd be better
Receiving advice that things will improve
I knew better
Despite advice, aware that personal understanding is better
But my plan is still
Having a plan, despite challenges
To fake it till I make it
Choosing to pretend confidence until success
Thoughts been goin vacant
Mind feeling empty or lacking focus
But my heart just keep on racin
Emotionally conflicted, heart beating rapidly
I'm just hopin that it's still real
Hoping that genuine feelings still exist
Anxious tryna stand still
Repetition of feeling anxious and restless
Racin till my hands filled
Repeating the cycle of engaging in fast-paced activities
They told me it'd be better
Recalling advice about improvement
I knew better
Acknowledging personal understanding over advice
But my plan is still
Having a persistent plan despite challenges
To fake it till I make it
Continuing to pretend confidence for success
Thoughts been goin vacant
Mind still lacking focus or clarity
But my heart just keep on racin
Heart continuing to beat rapidly despite uncertainty
I'm just hopin that it's still real
Hoping for the authenticity of emotions
Mama said, these pills gon be my end
Mentioning a potentially self-destructive path with pills
She like talk to me
Mother expressing concern and willingness to talk
But I won't ever let her in
Resistance to opening up emotionally, even to close ones
And that goes for all my friends
Guardedness towards friends, especially those called "friends"
Least the ones I'd call a friend
Distrust towards some friends
On them lonely summer nights
Reflecting on lonely nights with a sense of finality
I really thought it was the end
Believing it was the end during lonely nights
Tossin, shakin in my sleep
Experiencing inner turmoil and restlessness during sleep
Flipping like the grains of sand
Feeling emotionally unsettled, like shifting grains of sand
I'm on auto
Operating on autopilot, disconnected from reality
But the time keep tickin
Time passing despite feeling detached
As the fan tend to wobble
Fan symbolizing instability or uncertainty in life
Like I really give a damn
Indifference or apathy towards life's uncertainties
Funny how a coin can land
Reflecting on the unpredictability of life's outcomes
When you done gave it all you can
Realization of giving one's best effort despite outcomes
I broke my lens in these bottles, I
Repetition of breaking one's perspective or worldview in the context of bottles, possibly alcohol-related
I broke my lens in these bottles, I, I
-I broke my lens in these bottles I
-I broke my lens in these bottles, I, I
-I broke my lens in these bottles I
-I broke my lens in these bottles I
-Take them three times a day
-You might feel tired
-But you'll get used to it
-Anxious tryna stand still
-Racin till my hands filled
-They told me it'd be better
-I knew better
-But my plan is still
-To fake it till I make it
-Thoughts been goin vacant
-But my heart just keep on racin
-I'm just hopin that it's still real
-Anxious tryna stand still
-Racin till my hands filled
-They told me it'd be better
-I knew better
-But my plan is still
-To fake it till I make it
-Thoughts been goin vacant
-But my heart just keep on racin
-I'm just hopin that it's still real
-Yea I'm just hopin that it's still real
Reiteration of hope for genuine emotions
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