Blond October
Blond October: Nostalgia, Love, and Changing Seasons
Lyrics
Everyday just feels so damaging
Expressing a sense of constant harm or negative impact in daily experiences.
Need a bigger suitcase to fit my baggage in
Metaphorically needing more capacity to deal with emotional baggage.
Every day you’re always on my mind
Someone is consistently occupying the speaker's thoughts.
Always on my mind
Reiterating the persistent presence of someone in the speaker's mind.
You’re always on my mind
-But ill be fine
Despite challenges, the speaker asserts that they will be okay.
Ill be fine
-Everyday you’re fitting all your scams in
Highlighting a routine of engaging in deceptive activities.
I need a way longer life to fit my plans in
Desiring a longer life to fulfill personal plans.
I guess you’ll always be fine
Assuming that someone will consistently manage and cope well with life.
You’ll always be fine
-You’ll always be fine
-And always on my mind
Repeating the persistent thoughts about someone in the speaker's mind.
You’re always on my mind
-You were blond in October
Referencing a specific time (October) and the person being described as blond.
Young but now we’re older
Noting the passage of time, indicating aging.
And we’re still drinking in the dark
Describing activities like drinking and doing drugs in a clandestine manner.
And doing drugs late in the park
-Every week every year just vanishing
Highlighting the fleeting nature of time, things disappearing.
Every love just the same different packaging
Comparing different romantic relationships with similar outcomes.
Everyday you’re always on my mind
Repeating the theme of someone constantly on the speaker's mind.
Always on my mind
-You’re always on my mind
-And Ill be fine
Expressing the speaker's confidence in being okay despite challenges.
I’ll be fine
-Big plans but you’re steady doing damage
Despite having significant plans, acknowledging the harm caused by someone.
Either way I knew you would always manage
Expecting that someone will manage life's challenges effectively.
I guess you’ll always be fine
Reaffirming the belief that the person will always be fine.
You’ll always be fine
-You’ll always be fine
-You’re always on my mind
Continuing to express the persistent thoughts about someone.
You’re always on my mind
-You were blond in October
Revisiting the mention of the person being blond in October.
Young but now we’re older
Reiterating the passage of time and the aging process.
And we’re still drinking in the dark
Continuing to describe secretive and potentially self-destructive behaviors.
And doing drugs late in the park
-I always feel better when you tell me
Finding solace in communication with the mentioned person.
You never feel better when you’re free from me
Acknowledging that the person doesn't feel better when free from the speaker.
Okay
Simple affirmation of the speaker's current emotional state.
I’m feeling okay
Continuing to express a positive emotional state on the current day.
Today I’m feeling okay
-Sit there
Describing a routine involving prayer and mood changes, drawing a comparison to changing hair.
Saying my prayers
-Change moods like you change your hair
-I swear
An oath that the person being referred to will never be truly understood.
You’ll never really know her
Revisiting the image of the person being blond in October, concluding the lyrics.
Cause I swear she was blond in October
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