PAIN
Surviving Pain: A Story of Resilience and Faith
Lyrics
They see man always smiling now they thinking have I been through much
Reflecting on others' perception of the artist's constant smile, questioning if it hides a history of challenges.
Seen too much now my visions half don't ever question if i been through much
Acknowledging personal experiences that have affected the artist's perspective, making it incomplete.
Had thought of cheffing don't wanna talk too tough
Contemplating cooking or engaging in tough activities but hesitant to discuss it openly.
They saying I'm blunt and don't give a
Reputation for being straightforward and unapologetic.
They saying that I act too tough
Perceived as acting tough, possibly facing criticism for it.
I told you story to show it ain't bluff
Sharing a real-life story to emphasize that the artist's demeanor is not a facade.
Last year man spoke about vision and its blatant that the devil try take it
Reflecting on the past year, mentioning challenges to one's vision and the struggle against negative forces.
I'm embracing that my eye is leaking heavy breathing and heart is racing
Acceptance of emotional vulnerability with leaking eyes, heavy breathing, and a racing heart.
What you no about sitting in the bed and think to yourself that u might not make it
Contemplating mortality while lying in bed, unsure of survival.
Real rap not faking one eye close and my heart still aching
Asserting the authenticity of the artist's struggles in contrast to fake expressions in the rap genre.
And I don't play with praying, I was on the floor just laying blood around me and my Body Shaking
Recalling a moment of intense prayer and physical distress, surrounded by blood.
Praying for the Lord please save me cah the surgeon hasn't done the same thing
Pleading with the Lord for salvation due to a complicated surgical situation.
Mumzy asking the doctor but the doctors said it's complicated it's too complicated
Describing the complexity of the medical condition, causing distress to family members.
Now my sisters crying and my Mumzy too I shedded a tear i wish i was lying
Expressing emotional pain as family members cry, emphasizing the authenticity of the experience.
You would've too if the doctors will have to stop trying
Imagining the emotional impact on others if medical efforts were to cease.
Mental health declining but I just pray so my faith ain't dying
Mentioning a decline in mental health but maintaining faith and prayer.
Find the demons cah they love do hiding
Metaphorically addressing inner struggles (demons) that are hard to confront.
Beef is frying man ain't no vegan
Using a metaphor, indicating engagement in conflicts ("beef") despite a desire for peace ("vegan").
I keep feeling lonely but Imma pray so my soul don't weaken
Expressing a persistent feeling of loneliness but relying on prayer to maintain inner strength.
But my body's weaker not the same though it's just getting peaker
Noting physical weakness, implying a deterioration of health.
Distract myself playing FIFA but the truth is my eye may not heal up (echo, beat Dropped)
Distracting oneself with activities like playing FIFA but acknowledging potential irreparable damage to the eye.
Ask how I'm doing I'll say I'm fine just no that I will not say no more
Responding to inquiries about well-being with a surface-level answer, concealing deeper struggles.
And it ain't my fault that I say no more because the truth isn't the same no more
Attributing the withholding of information to a fundamental change in truth and self.
I ain't the same no more so I ask my mum can we pray say more she's never says no so I praise the lord he saving my Soul and he'll save some more
Transformation, seeking solace in prayer, and acknowledging the role of faith in salvation.
And you know that's facts ain't capping when I do my rap and I keep stacking all the Thoughts bad I pray the Lord That I don't move mad
Ensuring honesty in rap, stacking thoughts, and praying for mental stability to avoid irrational actions.
I know that nobody's perfect hmm and I'm far from that
Acknowledging personal imperfections and the gap between reality and perfection.
Mumzy telling me to forgive him true say man I want him clapped
Referring to a mother's advice to forgive someone, expressing a desire for justice.
True say man I don't fear death just know that I'm fearing the lord
Fearing divine consequences more than death itself.
The fear of god is essential got protection like I ain't before
Emphasizing the importance of fearing God as a source of protection.
The fear of god is essential got protection like I ain't before
Reiteration of the significance of fearing God for personal protection.
They see man always smiling now they thinking have I been through much
Repeating the initial observation of people misjudging the artist's smiling demeanor.
Seen too much now my visions half don't ever question if i been through much
Reiterating the impact of personal experiences on the artist's vision.
Had thought of cheffing don't wanna talk too tough
Revisiting thoughts of engaging in tough activities but avoiding tough talk.
They saying I'm blunt and don't give a
Addressing perceptions of bluntness and a lack of caring from others.
They saying that I act too tough
Repeating the criticism of appearing too tough in actions.
I told you story to show it ain't bluff
Reaffirming the authenticity of the shared story, emphasizing its non-deceptive nature.
Last year man spoke about vision and its blatant that the devil try take it
Revisiting reflections on the past year, emphasizing the ongoing struggle against negative forces.
I'm embracing that my eye is leaking heavy breathing and heart is racing
Reiterating acceptance of emotional vulnerability, describing physical and emotional distress.
What you no about sitting in the bed and think to yourself that u might not make it
Revisiting thoughts about mortality, contemplating survival from a bed.
Real rap not faking one eye close and my heart still aching
Reiterating the authenticity of the artist's struggles and emotional pain.
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