Lyrics
Can’t spend another day like this.
Expressing frustration and dissatisfaction with the current situation, unable to endure another day in the same way.
Sick of saving face lying.
Tired of pretending and concealing true emotions.
Going numb by default,
Feeling emotionally detached and desensitized, defaulting to numbness to avoid pain.
So i don’t feel at all,
Choosing emotional numbness as a coping mechanism to avoid feeling anything.
Standing at a glass wall looking in.
Metaphorically separated from others, isolated behind a metaphorical glass wall, observing from a distance.
And voices keep screaming,
Experiencing inner turmoil, with conflicting thoughts or emotions.
And without even thinking,
Reacting impulsively without thoughtful consideration.
I’m listening, listening, listening.
Emphasizing the act of intense and focused listening to the inner voices or external influences.
They’re saying we’ve got you, we’ve got you depleted.
Acknowledging external pressures claiming to have control and dominance, leading to a sense of depletion.
We’ve got you, we’ve got you defeated.
Further emphasizing external forces claiming victory and defeat over the individual.
But I've got news, my heart, it’s still beating,
Asserting personal resilience by highlighting that the heart is still beating despite external challenges.
And it’s not through ’til I'm bleeding.
Stating determination to continue despite hardships, suggesting a commitment to persevere until facing significant pain.
Keep saying I'm ok like this,
Continuing to convey a false sense of well-being despite inner struggles.
But keep wasting away, lying.
Contradicting the previous claim, admitting to a gradual deterioration while maintaining deception.
Senses fight to exist,
Describing a struggle for awareness and existence against overpowering external forces.
I deny— they persist,
Acknowledging the persistence of the senses, despite attempts to deny or suppress them.
Running out of places to hide in.
Feeling increasingly cornered or exposed, with limited refuge from challenges.
They’re saying we’ve got you, we’ve got you depleted.
Reiteration of external forces claiming control and dominance over the individual.
We’ve got you, we’ve got you defeated.
Further emphasizing the sense of being conquered or overwhelmed by external influences.
But I've got news, my heart, it’s still beating,
Reaffirming personal resilience and vitality, insisting that the heart continues to beat despite adversity.
And it’s not through ’til I'm bleeding.
Declaring a commitment to persevere until experiencing profound pain or hardship.
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