Lyrics
I thought I knew what love was
I believed I understood the meaning of love
Was I mistaken?
Was my understanding incorrect?
Or were we really faking?
Or were our expressions of love not genuine?
Too many nights
Experienced too many sleepless nights
Were I couldn't sleep
Unable to sleep during numerous nights
Looking at the ceiling
Reflecting on the situation, contemplating
What's happened to me?
Feeling lost or confused about the current state
I feel like I would
Believing that being alone might be better
Be better on my own
Prefer solitude over repeating the experience
Rather than do this all again
Avoiding going through the emotions again
Catch all those feels again
Avoiding rekindling intense emotions
On my own
Choosing to be alone
I will never tell you
Keeping personal feelings hidden
How I'm feeling
Unwilling to disclose emotional state
If I told you secrets
Questioning the trustworthiness of sharing secrets
Would you keep them?
Seeking assurance in keeping confidences
Cos my heart ain't bullet proof
Expressing vulnerability, susceptibility to emotional harm
To tell me that you
Claiming that declarations of love are deceptive
Love me is misleading
Current need for emotional recovery and solace
Right now I'm
Currently requiring emotional healing
In need of some healing
Feeling overly exposed or susceptible
Cos I'm way too vulnerable
And at the end of the day
Realization that self-inflicted pain occurred
I was only hurting myself
Acknowledging self-harm rather than external harm
And
This was no good for my health
Recognizing that the situation is detrimental to well-being
I
Wouldn't want to go
Aversion to repeating the emotional cycle
Through the cycle all again
Unwillingness to undergo the emotional process again
Wouldn't wanna
Preferable to stay as friends
Be more than friends
Avoiding deeper emotional involvement
You made me realise
Realization that personal happiness is self-contained
All I needed in this life
Understanding that self-sufficiency is essential
Is just me...
Contentment in being alone
I thought I knew what love was
Reiterating the uncertainty about love
Was I mistaken?
Questioning the accuracy of previous beliefs
Or were we really faking?
Considering the possibility of insincere emotions
Too many nights
Repeating the experience of sleepless nights
Were I couldn't sleep
Recalling numerous sleepless nights
Looking at the ceiling
Reflecting on the current emotional state
What's happened to me?
Feeling lost or confused about the current state
I feel like I would
Belief that solitude is a preferable state
Be better on my own
Choosing to be alone rather than repeating the experience
Rather than do this all again
Avoiding the re-emergence of intense emotions
Catch all those feelings again
Prefer solitude over reliving intense feelings
On my own
Choosing to be alone
On my own
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