INTRO
Rising from Despair: JaySpizzyy's Journey Through Loneliness and Struggle
Lyrics
Been by myself lately
Expresses a recent period of solitude.
Lonely done made me
Loneliness has affected the speaker.
Life doesn't faze me
Life's challenges don't bother the speaker.
This S.O.B raised me
Attributes upbringing to a difficult or challenging person.
My niggas on the corner they been trapping it lately
Friends involved in recent illegal activities.
Don't which damn way to go I think i'm going crazy
Feeling mentally overwhelmed and confused.
Save me ,
Plea for help or salvation.
Haven't been myself I lost my baby
The speaker is not behaving like their usual self due to a personal loss.
Maybe ,
Contemplating the absence of love in the speaker's life.
Love is not for Spizzy i'm so angry
Expresses anger or frustration towards love.
I blame me ,
Takes responsibility for negative outcomes.
For everything I said
Regret for words spoken in the past.
Still tryna move on but its stuck up in my head
Struggling to move on from the past.
Keep on going on and on
Continuing with life despite difficulties.
Think it's time to go to bed
Suggests a desire to escape reality by going to bed.
When I wake up in the morn'
Feelings of emotional emptiness upon waking up.
I be feeling so dead
Emotionally drained and lifeless in the morning.
Only miss you when you gone
Realization of missing someone only when they are gone.
So I gotta look ahead
Determined to look forward and not dwell on the past.
Started putting down my phone
Choosing to prioritize personal goals over distractions.
Just to focus on the bread
Focusing on personal success and financial gain.
Just to focus on the-
Reiterates the importance of focusing on personal goals.
Working this job that I hate
Expresses dissatisfaction with a disliked job.
Gotta put food on my plate
Responsibility to provide for oneself.
Bitches is flaking on dates
Experiencing disappointment in romantic relationships.
Broke and I cannot relate to the riches, chasing digits
Unable to relate to the pursuit of wealth, emphasizing personal struggles.
I gotta mind my business ,
Emphasizes the need to stay focused on personal matters.
Cause the rap game keep a nigga outta eyewitness
The rap industry can distract from personal priorities.
News never had father just to come and tell me what to do
Lack of paternal guidance in the speaker's life.
At a point up in my life where i'm just young and been confused
Confusion and uncertainty in the speaker's youth.
Stuck up in these Situations like rolling in some glue
Feeling stuck in difficult situations.
Niggas seeing i'm achieving I can't tell just who is who
Uncertainty about people's intentions despite success.
Life can hit you when you blue sometimes you feeling brand new
Life's challenges can lead to a fresh perspective.
Tryna make momma proud but I ain't really feeling school
Struggling with the pressure to succeed academically.
Eyes open when I sleep so I never really snooze
Hyper-awareness and vigilance even during sleep.
Dig myself up out the dirt
Overcoming difficulties, metaphorically rising from challenges.
Even when I fucking lose
Persistence and resilience despite facing failures.
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