Lyrics
I was born at the age of five
I metaphorically began my existence at the age of five.
Never had a face, never felt alive
I lacked identity and never experienced a true sense of being alive.
Burning down my house, sometimes
Occasionally, I metaphorically burn down my metaphorical house, signifying internal turmoil.
Cannot write my name but a joke instead
I struggle to express myself and resort to humor instead of serious communication.
Seek the things that I deny
I actively avoid acknowledging certain aspects of my life or personality.
Keep feeling that i'll die
I consistently feel a sense of impending doom or demise.
Living paradise
An ironic reference to living in what seems like a paradise, possibly a facade.
Living paradise
Repetition of the concept of living in a paradise, potentially emphasizing the contrast with the internal struggles.
Fly
A call to escape or transcend difficulties, possibly symbolized by flying.
Nice
An expression of approval or satisfaction, contrasting with the internal struggles mentioned earlier.
Tonight i'll drop my head over my...
Tonight, I will reflect deeply on my life, symbolized by dropping my head over my hands.
hands
A continuation of the reflective state, possibly indicating a moment of contemplation or despair.
I was born at the age of five, of five
A repetition of the idea of being metaphorically born at the age of five, underscoring a sense of delayed development or maturity.
Living parodies of me and my whole dumb live
Living in a state of parody, suggesting a sense of absurdity or mockery in one's own life.
Everyone is getting hurt
An observation that everyone experiences pain or hurt in life.
Everyone is so tough
An acknowledgment that everyone appears tough, possibly reflecting a facade or societal expectations.
Give in now
An imperative to surrender or give in to something.
Everything you've known has lost its sense
A statement that everything known has lost its meaning or significance.
Falling down from a cruise
A symbolic fall from a cruise, possibly representing a loss of control or stability.
And a criple on the shitpost
A reference to a disabled person in the context of internet memes or humor.
Seek the things that I deny
Reiteration of avoiding certain truths in life.
Keep feeling that i'll die
A persistent sense of impending doom or mortality.
Living paradise
A sarcastic reference to living in a paradise, highlighting the irony or contradiction.
Living paradise
Continuation of the sarcastic portrayal of living in a paradise.
Fly
A repetition of the idea of escaping or transcending difficulties through flight.
Nice
A reaffirmation of approval or satisfaction, possibly contrasting with the internal struggles.
Tonight i will get myself off
Tonight, I will distance myself or disperse, possibly from troubling thoughts or emotions.
Dissipating
A sense of dissipating or fading away, perhaps referring to a release or detachment.
Ah, la, la, la, la
Repetition of a nonsensical or laconic refrain, possibly emphasizing a lack of coherent expression or understanding.
Ah, la, la, la, la
-Ah, la, la, la, la
-Ah, la, la, la, la
-Ah, la, la, la, la
-Ah, la, la, la, la
-Ah, la, la, la, la
-Ah, la, la, la, la
-Ah, la, la, la, la
-Ah, la, la, la, la
-Ah, la, la, la, la
-La, la, la, la, la, la, la
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